selfhelp | [IC] Appointments Post

So...

Billy echoes the comment quietly, his breath quickened, hands curling slightly against Teddy's chest. He keeps feeling this urge to rush it, to push forward and tear their clothes off and get it done before something goes wrong again. But before he can even consider caving into that impulse, he squashes it, reassured just by the look in Teddy's eyes. It'll be fine. It'll be perfect.

So...

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...Do we know what we're doing?

[The basics are kind of a given, and he'd done his fair share of Google research back home, sure, but there's no substitute for experience, either.]

[Teddy just stares for a moment. The look on Billy's face, the position they're in, the question he asked... And he realizes that Billy has a very good point. As much as Teddy would like to think that they can just go ahead and get this done without any problems or awkwardness, as much as he fantasized and thought about this going as unrealistically smoothly as possible, they're still a couple of teenagers who have never done this before.]

... I don't think we know what we're doing. [He presses a shorter kiss to Billy's lips, then on his jawline, his lips brushing a little further along it before he pauses, then moves down to Billy's shoulder instead of his ear. He's a little nervous and flustered, hence keeping himself busy at the moment.]

I did some reading and looked things up on Google back at home, but I think we're supposed to just... I don't know - wing it until we get to the... big part.

["The big part". Well, it's definitely the part to look forward to, if the way his pants seem to tighten at the words. They weren't even sexy and he's still aroused by it. Hrngh. Does that mean he's hopelessly eager, or is Teddy just that good?

Either way it's unfair. His brows furrow, thinking it over for a long moment, then he lets his hands slide down Teddy's chest and stomach to press against his groin, hands working to get the belt away from his pants.]

Okay, so... business as usual until we get that far, and then we'll figure it out. And I trust you to be careful if... you know. You want.

[He's red again, though there's a slight, awkward smile on his lips; it's his way of offering himself to Teddy, if it's the position his boyfriend is interested in. He's given it a lot of thought in the past, and while he'd have no qualms about going one way or the other, right now he just likes the idea of being under Teddy.

It's a logical step, in a way- Teddy's always watched over him, after all.]

[Teddy's own lips quirk up when Billy presses against his groin and works on his belt; It's a relief, both to get a bit of attention and to loosen up that area, seeing how uncomfortably tight his pants are right now.

What Billy says next, though, makes Teddy's gaze dart from his hands to his eyes, his own widened with surprise. He - Did he just imply what he thought he implied? The facial expression on Billy's face gives him all the answer he needs, and his little smile turns into a grin.]

Yeah. I want. [And after a pause, he snorts, then moves his own hands from the back of Billy's pants to the front, to work on unbuttoning and unzipping it as well as brushing his fingers against that bulge there.] Ha, I think you're rubbing off on me. I'm starting to sound like you.

[That makes Billy grin, tugging the belt free at last and shifting on his knees, just enough to rock back and forth over Teddy's groin, as if stroking him through their combined jeans. He leans in a little, not halting the motion, pressing his lips to the skin he can reach stretched out like that, voice hushed and amused against Teddy's ear.]

I can rub off on you more, if you give it another try.

[Go on, T. Tell him what you want. |D]

[Mmmmm god, Billy, you're making it difficult to focus on this pants removal thing. Not that Teddy's complaining, if the way he groans quietly and lets out a breath of laughter in Billy's ear says anything.]

Maybe I should rub off on you a little more. [Teddy punctuates that by moving his hips forward just as Billy's does; it's a little harder on his end, being not on his knees and thus restricting his movement, but it does increase the friction a little, and it causes sparks of heat to spread through his veins. You'd think they'd get nothing done like this.

He does, at least, finish with unzipping Billy's jeans, though he'll leave the ministrations to their rocking together. Teddy himself slides his hands under his waistband at his hips, as if to encourage the motion, and busies himself by brushing his lips and teeth against the crook of Billy's neck.]

[Billy's breath catches a little at the movement beneath him, his back arching, and after a moment he tilts his head to press it against Teddy's, encouraging the delightful things his boyfriend is doing to his neck. He reaches around behind himself now that Teddy's pants are undone, lifting up just enough to start tugging the material downwards. Even mere inches away, he's already starting to miss that contact, and it only makes him work a little harder, a little faster to get the material off.]

I think you can guess the answer to that one.

[As soon as that fabric hits Teddy's thighs, he is so dropping back down again. His body is aching for more, so much that it almost hurts.]

[Teddy will gladly keep up said delightful things, and even lets it escalate to sucking against the skin, never mind that it'll just leave another mark for Billy to hide later. He'll take advantage of the opening Billy provides by lifting himself up, and he slides his hands down, enough to pull his pants down to his thighs just as Billy does for him.]

I wouldn't be a very good boyfriend if I couldn't guess.

[So, when Billy presses against him again, Teddy feels his breath catch in his throat over just how much sensation that causes. It's just their underwear now, and it's starting to drive Teddy absolutely nuts. He slides his nails up the back of his thighs and to his hips, where he hooks his thumbs over the waistband, and he scissors his legs at the same time, trying to slide his own pants down even further. Of course, he's getting absolutely nowhere like that, but hey. He tried.]

Well... I have it on good authority that you are a very good boyfriend.

[Billy gives his hips a little wiggle, trying to ease the pants further down, though he's slowly realizing that this is probably something that's going to require a more active role than his near-nonexistent hips. Damn his scrawny lower half. (Not that he can complain when Teddy seems to enjoy it so much.) After a moment of struggling on both of their parts, Billy presses his lips against the side of Teddy's head, gently nudging him reluctantly away from his neck to slide backwards, leaning over Teddy's body.]

This would be a lot easier if I'd just magicked our clothes off at the start.

[Though that would have ruined the slow tease, which he's enjoying as he slowly drags Teddy's pants downwards as he shifts back, trailing kisses all down Teddy's chest, stomach... lower.]

Where's the fun in that?

[Teddy smiles and trails his hands up Billy's back to slide into his hair instead, already preparing for what he's planning to do. As much as Teddy loves Billy's magic, especially in the bedroom, he really can't deny the sense of satisfaction that comes with the slow reveal of skin as clothing is pulled away.

As Teddy feels his pants being pushed further down, and as Billy's mouth goes lower, he feels his breath catch and his fingers start to curl in his boyfriend's hair, and if Billy looks up, he'll find that Teddy's eyes are a much darker shade of blue. This tends to happen when the passion ramps up a little; they turn from a light blue to a darker one, not that he realizes it's happening.

Though he might not see it for long, seeing how Teddy slowly shuts his eyes to enjoy the sensations against him. Mmmmnn keep that up, bf.]

I'm sure we'd find a way, but... I like this too.

[Billy's movements are slow, in part because he's enjoying the tease, and in part because he's keeping an eye on Teddy's reactions. It's honestly the best part of doing this, not only because it's satisfying to know that yeah, he did that, he made that happen... but because Teddy, as a shapeshifter, makes the experience so unique every time. Billy isn't even sure he knows he's doing it, and he's never mentioned it in case it caused Teddy to stop.

Funny- how the shifting had initially been freaky, perhaps a little frightening. ...Or very frightening, in the case of his Hulkling form. Now? It's just another part of Teddy that fascinates him, and he wouldn't want it any other way.

He keeps his gaze focused on Teddy's eyes as much as he can, watching the colours shift, mentally ticking off the shade like he's reading a mood ring as a smile crosses his lips. It's something of an unspoken contest of just how dark he can make them go, and he's fully expecting today's experience to hit a new record. For now, though, he presses his mouth to the skin just below Teddy's belly button as he finally drags the other boy's underwear down, exposing him.]

Mm, yeah... Maybe we can try it out sometime later.

[Yeah, you know that comment Billy made to Xavin about how all of him is impatient?

That proves to be true when Teddy's underwear is pulled down, showing his arousal. Feeling himself be freed makes him let out a quiet groan, then a chuckle, and he opens his eyes to give Billy a helpless half grin. Of course, it's hard to get underwear off when he's still sitting against the bed, so he lifts his hips up and moves a hand to push it past them. After that, the boxers are down to his thighs, and he decides to leave it alone after that. Billy can take care of it later.]

I can't be the only one hanging out in the nude now. [He says with a slightly airy tone of voice, and his free hand returns to Billy's hair.]

[Well, someone's excited. Not that Billy can point fingers, considering the state of his own underwear. It's hidden from sight due to his position, but as he shifts backwards, his body brushing up against Teddy's, the feel of his erection rubbing over Teddy's thigh makes him shudder, tugging the underwear further out of the way and giving Teddy's shaft an affectionate nuzzle. You'll be getting the premiere treatment tonight, oh yes.]

I should just make you wait your turn. Or are you in that much of a hurry?

[Well. Teddy can sure feel that against his thigh. He grins as a result, though he takes in a deep breath when Billy nuzzles his length. Oh yes, he can tell he'll be getting premiere treatment tonight, and it makes him all the more eager.]

I think eager and extremely attracted are the right words for it.

[And - god, he feels a bit inadequate, being unable to really do anything except stroke his boyfriend's hair. That's when an idea comes to mind. With one hand still in those black tufts of hair, Teddy slides his other hand down his neck and shoulder blades, where he lets his fingers glide slowly up the base of one of his wings.

Let's see if they really do come in handy at times like this.]

[Billy goes still at first, biting his lip and setting free a quiet, muffled and (possibly deliberately) aroused noise, his back arching just so, trying to encourage that contact without interrupting the way their bodies are touching. The wings are normally pretty sensitive, yes, but when he's already feeling the hypertension of how badly he wants this, how badly he wants Teddy, the sensitivity of his feathers just makes it that much better. Or that much worse, depending on how slowly Teddy's fingers are moving. At this point he can't really decide yet, because he's too busy trying to focus on what he was doing and not what his boyfriend is doing to that bundle of nerves attached to his back.]

H-haaa, um... that's one way to speed things up...

[Giving suddenly dry lips a quick run-over with his tongue, he kisses Teddy's stomach again, then lower, working his way back down after that arch had displaced him somewhat. He can work faster, sure, distraction or not.]

[... So it does work. Teddy's smile turns more sly as the tips of his fingers work their way along the spine of the wings, then down a few of the feathers and to Billy's back. He had his suspicions that first day, when Billy touched his feathers and made Teddy practically jump, but he hadn't been able to really try it until now, and it was definitely worth it.]

Ha... Now I know what you mean when you said "it gets better".

[While Billy's by his stomach, Teddy leans down to press a kiss against the back of his head, then lets him move away while his own hand travels down his back, then to the side and up his waist and ribcage. Just because he's not quite in a position to reciprocate as much as he'd like doesn't mean he'll try his damnest to do so anyway.]

Hnn... I'm glad I told you that, now, even if you're- ah- using it against me.

[He'd kind of wanted to be the one to do this to Teddy, not the other way around. With the way Teddy's exploring his body, however... well, he really can't complain that the tables have turned on him. Especially since he's still face-to-face (so to speak) with an even greater weakness, one he has no qualms about exploiting.

Case in point: the way he tilts his head in a way that makes it all too easy to drag his tongue intentionally slow over the length of Teddy's erection.]

[Ooooooooh yes, Billy hit quite a big weakness there.

Teddy tips his head back, takes in a deep breath, and lets it out in a quiet groan, meanwhile letting one hand move to grip into Billy's hair. Once that tongue reaches the end, he lowers his head to give a half grin and a breath of a laugh. Cheater. Cheeeeater.]

I'm not... the only one trying to speed things up, huh...?

[You love it when he cheats, Teddy Altman, don't even lie. Billy offers him up a lazy, half-lidded grin, his fingers stroking idly over his boyfriend's thighs.]

What makes you think I'm not going to take my sweet time with this?

[He smirks slightly, then exhales gently, warm air washing over the tip. Teddy's opened the door for teasing, and Billy Kaplan is something of a master.]

[Yes. Yes, he does love it when he cheats. But nnngh, he wants to reciprocate so badly, he wants those pants off of him so that he can make him squirm and moan, and finally do what they've been trying to do for a while now -

But no, he's the one squirming and giving a half smile, eyes darkening a little further by the thoughts and wants through his head, by the sparks of electricity that Billy's shooting through him just by breathing on him. Honestly, right now, Teddy's probably ready enough to flip his boyfriend over and get things started already, and he about feels like doing that. But... no, it's better to take their time. Especially with this, their first time at... going further. Plus there's... things to do, before that, to make sure they both get everything they want out of this.

The hand gripping into Billy's hair tightens just slightly, and his other hand moves to tease him further, fingertips brushing across his shoulders and over the crook of his neck, then back over the spot with his nails. Two can play at this game, despite the position he's in.]

Ha... Take as long as you want, then. [Even though his body's screaming NO LET'S DO THIS RIGHT NOW, he's at least determined to show that not all of him is impatient.]

[At least half the fun is driving Teddy crazy, even if it's delaying things a little. His shoulders hunch slightly, his muscles tense and trembling under Teddy's fingers, and the brush of his hands drives him onwards, sliding on his knees to get closer and take that hard length in his hands even deeper, stroking with lips and tongue to ensure that his arousal wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. He can't answer Teddy (for obvious reasons) but he's hoping that his actions will speak loudly enough so that he doesn't have to.

He loves this- loves the feel of Teddy beneath him, the touch of his hands, the movement of each part of his body, the sounds he makes. He can tell by how tense the blond is that he's dying to take things further, which only fuels Billy's desire to make him wait. He knows he can be pretty damn impatient too - even more than Teddy sometimes - but knowing that just makes it even more important that they take it slow.

They'll never have a first time again, even if (assuming all goes well, which he will until proven otherwise) this is going to happen plenty of times in the future. He wants it to be good, and he wants it to last.

So he makes each stroke of his mouth long and languid, prolonging it as much as he can, seeing how crazy he can drive Teddy before the other boy is pushed to his limit.]

[Teddy doesn't dare grip Billy's hair any tighter, lest he rip out a few strands and cause unnecessary pain. But he still takes in a deep breath and lets it out in a mix between a long sigh and a groan, and he moves his hips as much as he can towards Billy's ministrations. Billy's not the only one who loves this; the feel of his boyfriend engulfing him like this, caressing him, touches teasing and intimate and still affectionate... God, he's sure he could come messily just like this after only a short time; Billy just has that wonderful effect on him.

But he's all for dragging it out for a little longer. His nails drag across one of Billy's shoulder blades, and his eyes drift shut as he enjoys the sensations coursing through him, the sparks of pure magic shooting from his belly and to his fingers and toes, causing them to curl.]

Shit, Billy... [It certainly doesn't help that Billy's had enough time with him to know all of the places he likes best.]

[Billy would grin, but his mouth is a little busy right now- not to mention doing that would cause some discomfort to the one he's trying to please. Instead he chuckles from around Teddy's length, his tongue sliding with practiced ease around hardened flesh as he inches it deeper into his mouth. It's a far cry from the fumbling, embarrassing first attempt, when he'd been constantly torn between awkwardness and awe and the urge to say something needy and pathetic and cliche like, "oh, Teddy, I want that in me" (an urge that is bubbling up again in his mind with every ridiculously sexy noise that Teddy makes, and one he somehow manages to suppress), more proof that the saying is true: practice really does make perfect.

He doesn't want to take Teddy so far that they finish before they've even begun, but he's hard to stop, so instead of going cold turkey he slows down his movements, easing back with a shudder. He feels electrified all over again, his hair tousled out of place by Teddy's hand, his lips wet and curled into a hazy, self-satisfied smile.]

Ever notice how foul-mouthed you get in bed?

Edited 2012-09-20 09:27 (UTC)

[Teddy won't grace that with words; instead, he lets out a growl and moves forward, taking Billy's shoulders and pushing, enough to get him on his back, and before Billy can recover, Teddy's above him and practically attacking his collarbone with biting and sucking. He isn't too rough, of course not; if he were then he might potentially hurt his boyfriend. But he's certainly near the edge of his patience, and if the way he starts to move down to one of Billy's nipples isn't enough, then the way he fumbles with his pants ought to say it for him.

Billy's certainly driven him crazy indeed.]

[Billy's response is halfway between a moan and a laugh, flopping back against the mattress without complaint or resistance, one leg lifting to curve around Teddy's waist as far as he can get it, shuddering at both skin-to-skin and tongue-to-skin contact. Both are delightful in their own ways, and the position (and his subsequent response to it) drives home the idea that yes, this was a good idea, and yes, he likes being under Teddy. His hands lift to slide eagerly through that mop of soft blond hair, nuzzling his face against it when Teddy drops down to tease at his chest. He doesn't mind the roughness of it- it anything, the fierce dominance of it is seriously arousing, and it shows as Teddy gets those pants off at last. He can embrace the idea of getting pushed around a little if it's this rewarding.]

What... haa... what was that about taking our time?

[Because he suddenly feels like they ought to be in a hurry.]

[action; august 6th] warning in case it wasn't obvious this thread is nsfw by now

[action; august 6th] the most nsfw thread in the world

[action; august 6th] psh. I dunno, I can be pretty tame

[action; august 6th] and i'm like the tamest you can get

[action; august 6th] really because I read that xion thread~

[action; august 6th] YOU GOTTA ADMIT THAT WAS PRETTY TAME

[action; august 6th] wow if that's tame my threads are practically vanilla lol

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[action; august 6th] /will not be silenced!!!

[action; august 6th] SILENCE MORTAL

[action; august 6th] /trololol

[action; august 6th] /FUUUUU

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[action; august 6th] it seems appropriate that "backseat" is playing right now

[action; august 6th] oh baby /lurk

[action; august 6th] and now it's polka dot bikini... /unsure

[action; august 6th] HE WORE AN ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY YELLOW POKLA DOT BIKINI

[action; august 6th] that mental image is not making this scene very sexy

[action; august 6th] yellow polka dot speedo?

[action; august 6th] because billy really needed a worse fashion sense