selfhelp | [IC] Appointments Post

[Well, someone's excited. Not that Billy can point fingers, considering the state of his own underwear. It's hidden from sight due to his position, but as he shifts backwards, his body brushing up against Teddy's, the feel of his erection rubbing over Teddy's thigh makes him shudder, tugging the underwear further out of the way and giving Teddy's shaft an affectionate nuzzle. You'll be getting the premiere treatment tonight, oh yes.]

I should just make you wait your turn. Or are you in that much of a hurry?

[Well. Teddy can sure feel that against his thigh. He grins as a result, though he takes in a deep breath when Billy nuzzles his length. Oh yes, he can tell he'll be getting premiere treatment tonight, and it makes him all the more eager.]

I think eager and extremely attracted are the right words for it.

[And - god, he feels a bit inadequate, being unable to really do anything except stroke his boyfriend's hair. That's when an idea comes to mind. With one hand still in those black tufts of hair, Teddy slides his other hand down his neck and shoulder blades, where he lets his fingers glide slowly up the base of one of his wings.

Let's see if they really do come in handy at times like this.]

[Billy goes still at first, biting his lip and setting free a quiet, muffled and (possibly deliberately) aroused noise, his back arching just so, trying to encourage that contact without interrupting the way their bodies are touching. The wings are normally pretty sensitive, yes, but when he's already feeling the hypertension of how badly he wants this, how badly he wants Teddy, the sensitivity of his feathers just makes it that much better. Or that much worse, depending on how slowly Teddy's fingers are moving. At this point he can't really decide yet, because he's too busy trying to focus on what he was doing and not what his boyfriend is doing to that bundle of nerves attached to his back.]

H-haaa, um... that's one way to speed things up...

[Giving suddenly dry lips a quick run-over with his tongue, he kisses Teddy's stomach again, then lower, working his way back down after that arch had displaced him somewhat. He can work faster, sure, distraction or not.]

[... So it does work. Teddy's smile turns more sly as the tips of his fingers work their way along the spine of the wings, then down a few of the feathers and to Billy's back. He had his suspicions that first day, when Billy touched his feathers and made Teddy practically jump, but he hadn't been able to really try it until now, and it was definitely worth it.]

Ha... Now I know what you mean when you said "it gets better".

[While Billy's by his stomach, Teddy leans down to press a kiss against the back of his head, then lets him move away while his own hand travels down his back, then to the side and up his waist and ribcage. Just because he's not quite in a position to reciprocate as much as he'd like doesn't mean he'll try his damnest to do so anyway.]

Hnn... I'm glad I told you that, now, even if you're- ah- using it against me.

[He'd kind of wanted to be the one to do this to Teddy, not the other way around. With the way Teddy's exploring his body, however... well, he really can't complain that the tables have turned on him. Especially since he's still face-to-face (so to speak) with an even greater weakness, one he has no qualms about exploiting.

Case in point: the way he tilts his head in a way that makes it all too easy to drag his tongue intentionally slow over the length of Teddy's erection.]

[Ooooooooh yes, Billy hit quite a big weakness there.

Teddy tips his head back, takes in a deep breath, and lets it out in a quiet groan, meanwhile letting one hand move to grip into Billy's hair. Once that tongue reaches the end, he lowers his head to give a half grin and a breath of a laugh. Cheater. Cheeeeater.]

I'm not... the only one trying to speed things up, huh...?

[You love it when he cheats, Teddy Altman, don't even lie. Billy offers him up a lazy, half-lidded grin, his fingers stroking idly over his boyfriend's thighs.]

What makes you think I'm not going to take my sweet time with this?

[He smirks slightly, then exhales gently, warm air washing over the tip. Teddy's opened the door for teasing, and Billy Kaplan is something of a master.]

[Yes. Yes, he does love it when he cheats. But nnngh, he wants to reciprocate so badly, he wants those pants off of him so that he can make him squirm and moan, and finally do what they've been trying to do for a while now -

But no, he's the one squirming and giving a half smile, eyes darkening a little further by the thoughts and wants through his head, by the sparks of electricity that Billy's shooting through him just by breathing on him. Honestly, right now, Teddy's probably ready enough to flip his boyfriend over and get things started already, and he about feels like doing that. But... no, it's better to take their time. Especially with this, their first time at... going further. Plus there's... things to do, before that, to make sure they both get everything they want out of this.

The hand gripping into Billy's hair tightens just slightly, and his other hand moves to tease him further, fingertips brushing across his shoulders and over the crook of his neck, then back over the spot with his nails. Two can play at this game, despite the position he's in.]

Ha... Take as long as you want, then. [Even though his body's screaming NO LET'S DO THIS RIGHT NOW, he's at least determined to show that not all of him is impatient.]

[At least half the fun is driving Teddy crazy, even if it's delaying things a little. His shoulders hunch slightly, his muscles tense and trembling under Teddy's fingers, and the brush of his hands drives him onwards, sliding on his knees to get closer and take that hard length in his hands even deeper, stroking with lips and tongue to ensure that his arousal wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. He can't answer Teddy (for obvious reasons) but he's hoping that his actions will speak loudly enough so that he doesn't have to.

He loves this- loves the feel of Teddy beneath him, the touch of his hands, the movement of each part of his body, the sounds he makes. He can tell by how tense the blond is that he's dying to take things further, which only fuels Billy's desire to make him wait. He knows he can be pretty damn impatient too - even more than Teddy sometimes - but knowing that just makes it even more important that they take it slow.

They'll never have a first time again, even if (assuming all goes well, which he will until proven otherwise) this is going to happen plenty of times in the future. He wants it to be good, and he wants it to last.

So he makes each stroke of his mouth long and languid, prolonging it as much as he can, seeing how crazy he can drive Teddy before the other boy is pushed to his limit.]

[Teddy doesn't dare grip Billy's hair any tighter, lest he rip out a few strands and cause unnecessary pain. But he still takes in a deep breath and lets it out in a mix between a long sigh and a groan, and he moves his hips as much as he can towards Billy's ministrations. Billy's not the only one who loves this; the feel of his boyfriend engulfing him like this, caressing him, touches teasing and intimate and still affectionate... God, he's sure he could come messily just like this after only a short time; Billy just has that wonderful effect on him.

But he's all for dragging it out for a little longer. His nails drag across one of Billy's shoulder blades, and his eyes drift shut as he enjoys the sensations coursing through him, the sparks of pure magic shooting from his belly and to his fingers and toes, causing them to curl.]

Shit, Billy... [It certainly doesn't help that Billy's had enough time with him to know all of the places he likes best.]

[Billy would grin, but his mouth is a little busy right now- not to mention doing that would cause some discomfort to the one he's trying to please. Instead he chuckles from around Teddy's length, his tongue sliding with practiced ease around hardened flesh as he inches it deeper into his mouth. It's a far cry from the fumbling, embarrassing first attempt, when he'd been constantly torn between awkwardness and awe and the urge to say something needy and pathetic and cliche like, "oh, Teddy, I want that in me" (an urge that is bubbling up again in his mind with every ridiculously sexy noise that Teddy makes, and one he somehow manages to suppress), more proof that the saying is true: practice really does make perfect.

He doesn't want to take Teddy so far that they finish before they've even begun, but he's hard to stop, so instead of going cold turkey he slows down his movements, easing back with a shudder. He feels electrified all over again, his hair tousled out of place by Teddy's hand, his lips wet and curled into a hazy, self-satisfied smile.]

Ever notice how foul-mouthed you get in bed?

Edited 2012-09-20 09:27 (UTC)

[Teddy won't grace that with words; instead, he lets out a growl and moves forward, taking Billy's shoulders and pushing, enough to get him on his back, and before Billy can recover, Teddy's above him and practically attacking his collarbone with biting and sucking. He isn't too rough, of course not; if he were then he might potentially hurt his boyfriend. But he's certainly near the edge of his patience, and if the way he starts to move down to one of Billy's nipples isn't enough, then the way he fumbles with his pants ought to say it for him.

Billy's certainly driven him crazy indeed.]

[Billy's response is halfway between a moan and a laugh, flopping back against the mattress without complaint or resistance, one leg lifting to curve around Teddy's waist as far as he can get it, shuddering at both skin-to-skin and tongue-to-skin contact. Both are delightful in their own ways, and the position (and his subsequent response to it) drives home the idea that yes, this was a good idea, and yes, he likes being under Teddy. His hands lift to slide eagerly through that mop of soft blond hair, nuzzling his face against it when Teddy drops down to tease at his chest. He doesn't mind the roughness of it- it anything, the fierce dominance of it is seriously arousing, and it shows as Teddy gets those pants off at last. He can embrace the idea of getting pushed around a little if it's this rewarding.]

What... haa... what was that about taking our time?

[Because he suddenly feels like they ought to be in a hurry.]

[The underwear slides down along with the pants and Teddy helps himself with a look down at that exposed area before he busies himself with giving Billy as much pleasure as possible in the position they're in. With that question in the air, Teddy smirks against Billy's skin, and he moves himself up, hips tilting just so, in a way that lets their arousals brush together.]

I could take my time... if you wanted.

[But that would be awfully. Time consuming. And with the way Teddy grins almost helplessly and pushes his hips down, causing his breaths to be louder and shakier, he doesn't particularly want to take too much time.]

[Billy inhales sharply at the sudden hardness pressed up against his own, his fingers tightening in Teddy's hair for a long moment before he manages to ease the tension out of them. He tries to bite back a moan, fails miserably, and arches his back instead to lift his hips upwards, pressing his body as close as he can make it fit. It feels so natural, the way Teddy's body melds with his own, and they're not even joined yet. His breath quickens, and he licks his lips before tugging Teddy closer, going for another kiss, intending this one to be longer, more passionate, and very, very horny.

He's hoping that trying to force his tongue down Teddy's throat is an expression of how fast he wants to move right now.]

[Teddy can certainly understand. Especially when he returns that kiss with just as much fervor, and groans into it when he grinds their hips together. It's just so much right now - Billy below him, practically all around him, kissing him and pressing against him like this, heat and closeness and moisture and - It's perfect, like this. And he's sure it'll get even better when they really get things started.

Right, getting things started...

He slows down the movements of his hips and eases out of the kiss, where he stares down at Billy with darker eyes and glances to the side awkwardly.]

Uh, we... we need some kind of... you know, lube. [And maybe they ought to get into a better position, with Billy's head under a pillow and everything.]

[...Nothing quite as mood-killing as the awkwardness of not knowing where to go from here. The movement of Billy's hands slow to a halt in his hair, and he blinks blearily at his boyfriend, coming down from that wonderful high of a brilliant kiss. Yes. Yes, they need... something. For. ...Down there.

...Wow, what is he, five?

Giving Teddy's hair one final stroke, he slides his hands down to rest them on the other boy's shoulders, urging him back so he can sit up. They had condoms, so that was a good start. Lube should be with those, right? He'd been subtly keeping an eye out in the shops for a while now, so it's a matter of figuring out where he hid them after the Pepper incident.]

Yeah, um... I've got some. Hang on.

[He casts another glance around the room, absently kicking his underwear the rest of the way off. They're sitting on a bed buck-naked and they can't do a damn thing until they have-

OH. He sets a quick kiss to the corner of Teddy's mouth and rolls off the bed, scampering over to the bookshelf and crouching down to the second shelf. Enjoy the view while you wait, boyfriend, it's a full moon tonight.]

[And here Teddy was about to lean in and kiss him, just to break that awkward tension of sitting there naked and wondering where the lube is. Then Billy's kissing him and moving, and -

... Hello, Kaplan butt.

Teddy leans his elbow on his knee and rests his cheek against his hand, a little smile on his face as he watches quite shamelessly. It's definitely not often that Billy's completely naked, and Teddy intends to milk the show for all it's worth.]

Mm, nice view.

[Billy's about to announce his victory when he catches wind of Teddy's comment, and he glances over his shoulder at his rather shameless boyfriend, lifting an eyebrow at him.]

I knew I should have brought a blanket with me.

[It's a silly comment considering what they're about to do with each other - naked, and they've seen each other plenty of times before in varying states of undress, but you just don't wander around naked, okay, it's a modesty thing - and he's fighting in vain with the blush that is crossing his cheeks as he returns to the task at hand. Pulling a book from the shelf, he scoots back to the bed, climbing up and crossing his legs, feeling oddly self-conscious after that scrutiny. The book in his lap is what appears to be the first Lord of the Rings, but when he opens the cover, it's hollowed out, revealing several condom packages and a little tube.]

We should be good with this.

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Teddy isn't sure if this is the geekiest thing he's ever seen or the hottest. Probably both.]

The Fellowship of the Ring wants us prepared for the journey, don't they?

Well, this is where all the prep work happened. If I'm going to be Bill the Pony for the night, a saddle is required. "One does not simply ride bareback into Mordor."

[Yeah, he totally just did that. And he doesn't even look embarrassed about it, either- his only blush is the residual from Teddy's moment of voyeurism. He pulls a condom and the lube from the book, offering it out.]

...And before you ask, I didn't ruin a real copy. The compilation set's in the bedside table.

[He feels compelled to add that, in case Teddy starts wondering who he is and what he did with his boyfriend. Even for sex, desecrating Lord of the Rings is just wrong.]

[Oh god - One does not simply - Teddy presses his hand over his mouth to try to hide his laughter, but it doesn't help that much. It's both humor and virgin nerves working against him here.

Once he calms down enough, he takes the condom and the lube and opens his mouth to ask something - only to get cut off by exactly what he wanted to confirm.]

I thought so. If this was the real thing, I'd have to stop everything just to ensure that aliens didn't abduct my real boyfriend.

[And now to look down at the lube and the condom and wonder what he's supposed to do with them. It's certainly not the first time he's ever put on a condom, but...

... Fuck they're really about to do this.]

[Are you laughing at his clever Lord of the Rings sexual reference, Teddy. For shame.

Billy considers his boyfriend for a long moment, observing his baffled, vaguely panicked expression, lifting a brow suspiciously at the lube. He knows where that goes. It's pretty basic problem-solving, here. It's just, uh...]

...Want gloves or something?

[Can you be gay and squeamish about what goes where? Because this probably won't seem natural for a while, and he's fine with it in theory, but the process of it...]

Or- I guess I could, uh. Do it. Myself.

[Oh god seriously, they are going to take forever with all this fumbling.]

Edited (and then billy blasted teddy with magic apparently idk) 2012-09-28 01:47 (UTC)

Uh - It's okay. I can. Do it myself. I mean, for you.

[Isn't that the easiest way? For the other person to do it? Besides, it'd be weird to just - just sit there and watch Billy do, uh... that. To himself.

But the process is still so new, and they're really about to do this. There is absolutely no way Teddy's backing out, and he definitely wants this. He's not about to let the butterflies who feel like they're going to flutter themselves to death in his stomach win.

So he leans forward and, trying to quell the nerves of them both, he begins to place kisses against the side of Billy's neck, meanwhile uncapping the lube. Okay. Okay.]

Mm, you should - probably lie down. For this.

[They're still a little clumsy, but knowing that Teddy's as nervous as he is makes Billy feel better about it. He reaches up to curve his hand around to the back of Teddy's neck, tilting his head to give him space and leaning back, pulling the blond gently with him as he lies down against the mattress. He begins to stroke the skin beneath his fingers, breathing deeply, fighting to keep himself relaxed despite feeling like little more than a bundle of nerves right now. He knows that relaxing his muscles is supposed to be a big part of this, but how is he supposed to stay calm when they're actually about to have sex?]

I think I'm supposed to say something cliche or girlish right now, like "oh, Teddy, please be gentle with me".

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[action; august 6th] it seems appropriate that "backseat" is playing right now

[action; august 6th] oh baby /lurk

[action; august 6th] and now it's polka dot bikini... /unsure

[action; august 6th] HE WORE AN ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY YELLOW POKLA DOT BIKINI

[action; august 6th] that mental image is not making this scene very sexy

[action; august 6th] yellow polka dot speedo?

[action; august 6th] because billy really needed a worse fashion sense

[action; august 6th] he'd wear it. he would.

[action; august 6th] only if he gets to wear his cape with it

[action; august 6th] ........ deal

[action; august 6th] now someone has to draw that

[action; august 6th] if I could draw I would

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[action; august 6th] RUDE

[action; august 6th] I forgot my icon fail so I was so confused at first