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[That gets a grin to come up, and he presses his hand against Billy's hip while nuzzling his nose against the skin beneath it. Teddy still wants to move so badly, enough that his breathing's getting a little harder with strain, but right now? With them trading awful, geeky jokes, laughing breathlessly and touching each other and being joined like this? Right now, Teddy feels like the happiest guy in the world. They're so close right now, and they haven't even started and Teddy still feels like he doesn't want this to end.

Well. He would like to put an end to this really insane urge to get this moving, but we know what he means.

Teddy lifts his head up, regarding his boyfriend with a dark yet warm gaze, and he can't help letting another airy laugh escape, this one slightly disbelieving.]

Oh, god, I know. This is - probably isn't the word I'm going to go for here, a... all right?

[There's no "probably" about it. It is going to be amazing.

He takes in a deep breath, and he lowers his head to press his lips against Billy's abdomen again.]

Shit, god, Billy, you're so amazing, I... [I want you so badly. Jesus, Billy's reduced Teddy to muttering incoherent yet entirely truthful endearments.]

Edited 2012-10-13 10:10 (UTC)

[He really shouldn't be enjoying this- Teddy could get frustrated before too long, as beautifully patient as he is, and it's cruel to take pleasure in the blond's sexual suffering. But god, the pure, unadulterated desire in Teddy's eyes right now is so arousing he can't even find the words for it.

It's a mixture of Teddy's expression - the strained look, the sweat on his brow, the dark gleam in his eyes that threatens to turn Billy's legs to jelly with how heated it is - and his voice, his words, that makes Billy move his body again, forcing life back into his weakened legs in order to lift them, sliding cautiously upwards to curve the slender limbs around Teddy's waist. He knows how much Teddy likes his legs, so he ought to enjoy the feel of them hooked around him, right?

The movement causes some shifting down below, and it's only after he's finished and adjusted that he realizes that the movement hadn't hurt. Hadn't even chafed. That's beyond reassuring, and after a moment's hesitation - last-minute nerves, he brushes them off with a quiet, inexplicable huff - he brushes his hands up Teddy's arms, trying to wind them around his boyfriend's neck and drag him closer.]

You... want to move. I know. I... [He swallows back his uncertainty and shifts beneath Teddy, his hips moving gently, yet teasingly, against the other boy's.] ...I want you to.

[Feeling those legs around his waist just makes it even worse, or better, for Teddy; he bites his lower lip and moves his hand from Billy's waist to clench into the sheets below him. The shifting it causes is even worse/better once again, and Teddy just can't help himself. It's slow, and it's a tiny movement, but he gyrates his hips ever so slightly, and he takes in a hiss of a breath before he lets it out in an appreciative groan. The fact that Billy isn't protesting gives him a little more hope.

Then Billy wraps his arms around Teddy's neck and talks, and moves his hips and Teddy's about to growl out how much of a tease he's being when he actually says that he wants him to move.

Teddy lifts his head to look up at Billy, eyes wide, as if silently asking if it's really okay. And... well, he must like what he sees, because he takes in another breath, and - doesn't move his hips just yet. Instead, he moves that hand against the bed upward to provide more balance as he leans his body forward, tipping Billy's legs back with him and giving him such an angle that Teddy takes in a deep breath and clenches his teeth, but - no, this part's important.

He's moved enough so that he can bend down to kiss the love of his life, and - it's clumsy and open mouthed, but - it just felt right. He wants to keep it at this level, to really look into his boyfriend's eyes and kiss him while they do this, not just get lost in all of the physical sensations alone.

Again, Teddy wants to say something cliched and romantic, but he can't even think of anything except for something like those incoherent ramblings that aren't romantic at all. So instead, once he pulls his head back, he looks into Billy's eyes again, then finally, finally, moves his hips back, feeling the pull and taking in a shaky breath, before pushing back in and - ]

Ah. [It's quiet, but with the growl and the sudden rush of air that came with it, he might as well have shouted it out. He shuts his eyes as pleasure shoots from his stomach to the rest of his body and makes his fingers curl into the sheets and Billy's skin, now at his hip since his boyfriend moved his legs. And he moves again - despite how much he had to wait and how badly he wanted to move, he still keeps it slow and gentle, getting Billy used to the movement before doing anything rougher. And he's pretty sure they can keep it at that pace and he'll still come messily in mere moments.] B-Billy...

[Teddy's expression basically says it all, and Billy feels an immediate wave of pleasure from the kiss alone, even if it is clumsy. He's not feeling particularly graceful either, and truth be told he really doesn't care if their kissing is a mess. It gives him the push he needs to finally get over the last of his worries, feeling through the touch and motion of his boyfriend's lips that he's just as nervous, just as eager, just as aroused. ...Well, alright, he could feel that much before now. But it still helps.

And then Teddy moves, and his limbs tighten for one incredible moment before he forces himself to relax again, his breath escaping in swift, steady pants. His entire body feels like one huge bundle of nerves, waves of electricity running up and down his spine each time Teddy thrusts in. It's slow and gentle, a pleasant, gradual pace that's easy to get used to, and it encourages Billy to experiment with the movement of his own hips, using his legs to draw Teddy's body closer each time he moves in. It takes practice, of course, and at first it just feels like he's getting in the way of how Teddy wants to move, but... the electricity is still there, that glorious wave of sensations winding its way up and down his back and spreading throughout the rest of his body, and he's pretty sure it's all going straight to his erection. Never in his life has he been harder.]

...Feels... ha, god... feels like magic, T...

[He's not trying to be cheesy, either- he feels weightless, exhilarated, empowered. There's an energy building in his body, and as exhausting as the journey is, he knows that the reward is going to be amazing. He tries to pull Teddy down again, suddenly really wanting his lips against the blond's once more.]

[Oh god - every time Billy pulls him close in a way that disrupts the pattern Teddy set up for himself, he nearly slips and ends up laughing breathlessly, and god this is so not like the stories or accidental videos, but it's still so damn perfect.]

Ha... yeah... magic. And it's - ha - only going to get better...

[At least, Teddy sure hopes so. He leans down at Billy insistence to kiss him again, once more open mouthed and not at all graceful yet still perfect, and he wraps his hand around Billy's thigh, moving it enough to get another angle, to try aiming for that spot that sent Billy wild a little earlier.

...

So it might take a few tries, but he found it earlier so surely he'll find it now.]

[Billy feels breathless, tremulous and tense as he returns the kiss just as clumsily but no less passionate, the movements he makes growing more in sync with Teddy with every thrust. It's a bit like a dance, really- this is something new, something they've never done before, and all they need to do is learn the steps. When Teddy shifts his angle, Billy thinks nothing of it at first, tightening the grip of his legs, so close to moving like one with his boyfriend. No, lover. They've graduated. Ha, look at them, moving up in the world, and then Teddy thrusts just so, and-

-and-

-ohgod-

It's that feeling again, that sudden rush, that glorious explosion of sensations right at the very core of his body just as Teddy's length presses against the little bundle of nerves deep within. His back arches, head thrown back, and he jerks back to release a sound in the middle of the next kiss that sounds halfway between a moan and a strangled scream. His hands writhe almost frantically for a solid grip at Teddy's back, nails clawing over pale skin and leaving long red marks that'll probably heal within moments, not that Billy even realizes what he's doing. All he knows right now is this: his eyes nearly rolling back, hips lifting in the hopes of a return of that feeling, the chant that he's mouthing, oh god, oh god, oh god...]

[Teddy very nearly stops when Billy reacts like that, and at the very least, he slows down a little to look at his face.

God. God. He just made Billy do that. That's right, him.

With a moan of his own, Teddy decides that that is a very nice sight to see, and he continues his pace, aiming for that spot again, his movements a little rougher this time. And that neck being arched back is just too much of an invitation, and Teddy finds himself moving in to suck and bite against it, leaving hickies for all to see later.]

God, I love you, B...

[He's not really thinking of what he read online, but - there was something, something he ought to do, something to make this even better, for Billy - just, what was it...

Oh. He thinks he knows.

Trusting Billy to keep his leg up, Teddy lets go of his thigh - much as he hates to since Billy has wonderful leg and thighs - and moves his hand to his neglected erection instead, stroking in time with his thrusts.

That is the right thing to do, right?]

[It's like everything Teddy does just takes him to a whole new level of amazing. First the intensified pace - he hits that spot again, and he moans again, and he feels like he's half-drowning in pleasure - then the mouth at his neck, tongue and teeth sliding over his skin and doing things he just knows will leave marks, not that he gives a damn about that, either, and then- shit, the hand on his arousal, and Billy almost loses it right then and there. He's close, very close, but he doesn't want to end it just yet, not when the climb is so incredible, so he's glad it took Teddy a while to start stroking him.]

Hrngh- Te- Ted- I lo... lov... haaa...

[Oh god, he can't even get a sentence out. He's too busy gasping for breath, his body grinding desperately up to meet the blond's thrusts, eyes clenched, one hand finally abandoning its reckless clawing to slide through and cling to Teddy's hair instead. He feels taut, stretched and pulled like an elastic inches away from snapping, like an overfilled balloon about to burst. It's so incredible he almost doesn't want it to end, but at the same time he does because after all this, the end has to be amazing...]

[Oh. So that was the right thing to do.

The red lines on his back that came from Billy's clawing fade almost as soon as they show up, but that doesn't stop Teddy from feeling that burning, yet brief pain, and to revel in it as well as the absolutely incredible sensations coursing through him. That, plus the sounds Billy's making, how he clenches his hair and pushes himself up, moans and gasps - it's all starting to get to Teddy. It's like a red hot coil is being pulled tighter and tighter at the base of his stomach, enough for it to be felt in every nerve of his body, and it's about to snap from all the pressure, but he's not about to finish until he's sure Billy's doing so as well. He'll hold out as long as he can -

But he might as well at least warn Billy. So he moves his head back, teeth and eyes clenched shut and fingers digging into the sheets beside them, and thankfully not the bed itself, lest he accidentally rip his fingers through it.]

B-Billy, I... I'm... Ah...

[He can barely even get it out. He just hopes Billy picks up on it, if the way his hips are moving more sporadically don't say it enough for him.]

Edited 2012-10-14 02:22 (UTC)

[It takes several moments for the words - the half-words, really - to finally click in Billy's brain, hazy and utterly consumed by the sex as it is, and by then it's pretty much too late to respond. He tries, mind you, manages to stumble through "it's- okay-", intending to reassure Teddy that he's pretty damn close anyway.

And then the very next thrust strikes his sweet spot one final time and he's gone, he's out. His jaw drops, and he lets loose another stifled shout, loud enough that it really ought to have carried through into a few of the other apartments if not for his enchantments. His back arches off the bed, pressing every inch of his body that he can reach against Teddy's, and finally, finally orgasm takes him, shoving him right off the edge of pleasure as he releases messily between them.

And it is like magic- he can practically see the sparks beneath tightly clenched eyelids.]

[Billy's muscles are tightening around him, and Teddy forces his eyes open to see the sight below him, and - that's just about enough to send him over the edge right there. All he has to do is give one final push, that's all, and that heat building up inside him will -

Well, okay, it takes three. But then everything else around him might as well have vanished, because he's totally gone too. He cries out, not as loudly as Billy, yet it's deep and comes right from his belly and nearly comes out as a growl. His forehead presses against Billy's raised torso, and finally, orgasm takes him too, the coil in him snapping and giving him sweet release.

It might be magic for Billy, but it's more like heaven for Teddy - it's like he reached the highest point of the sky and God told him that he's a pretty swell dude and let him dive into this awesome pool that he's gladly sinking into.

...

Well it is.]

[For a long moment, Billy can't move, can't even breathe; his back hits the bed, his head flopped bonelessly against the pillow, and his limbs are still wound around Teddy's body, tight as a vice and just as immobile. Eventually he remembers that hey, breathing is good if you don't want to pass out, and he gasps, chest heaving beneath the blond's head, hands trembling as he slowly begins to stroke his hair. He's sweaty and wet and exhausted and more than a little numb, but god, god, does he ever feel good right now.]

Ha... ha... hrmmmm... gr... gah...

[...Well, that was supposed to be coherent, but his brain-to-mouth function doesn't seem to be working, so he just gives up and laughs breathlessly. Wow. Wow.]

[Wow is a nice word for it. Once Teddy takes in a deep breath himself and decides that getting some air in that metaphorical awesome pool of heaven is a good thing, he also decides that it's probably best to get out of him now.

So, with a breathless laugh of his own, Teddy moves his hips back and gets up on his hands and knees, and -

You know, what he'd like to do is drape himself over his boyfriend's body and adore him with kisses all over.

Instead, he finds that his limbs feel a lot like noodles, and so he finds himself lilting to the side and then flopping to his side, then to his back. The back of his hand presses to his forehead, and his chest heaves with gasps.

But there's still a big smile on his face as he opens his eyes and turns his head to just look at his boyfriend. His hair is a complete mess, he's sweaty all over, he's flushed and panting and he looks absolutely gorgeous.]

Ha... words, B...

Words... hnn... ugh.

[Words are for people who haven't just been screwed stupid. He gives up on speaking properly and pushes off the bed just enough to roll onto his side, sidling up close to Teddy's body, though that's really all he has the strength for at the moment. He can feel a slight ache now that Teddy's out of him, a soreness that comes from inexperience and not really anything they'd done wrong, of that much he's sure. It wouldn't have felt as good as it did if they'd been wrong.

Just means we'll have to do this again.

The thought brings a smile to his face, and he returns the look, his eyes hazy with pleasure and utter satisfaction, along with a healthy dose of adoration. This couldn't have been more perfect, and even now Teddy looks amazing, breathtakingly beautiful.

There aren't words for what he's feeling right now, so he just gives in to his unspoken demand and leans in, pressing his lips against Teddy's, the gesture much more tender and loving now that he's not pushed by the urgency of desire and arousal. He's trying to convey what he couldn't really say when they were in the middle of it, what he knows that Teddy is already well aware of.

I love you.]

[He'll take back what he thought earlier: now Teddy is the happiest guy in the world. Lying here after doing this, an arm wrapped around Billy's shoulders, feeling the heat and the sweat cooling down, and being kissed like this from his boyfriend - no, lover. They graduated, haha.

Teddy moves his free hand to tangle into Billy's hair and returns that kiss, the emotion behind it just as tender and loving, if not a little lazy. Right now? There's nothing else in the world except Billy, and perhaps the bed they're laying on. And everything is perfect, just like that.

Once the kiss breaks, Teddy smiles, satisfied and adoring and teasing, while leaning his head forward to brush their noses together briefly.]

So... that was awesome.

Edited 2012-10-14 04:19 (UTC)

[Billy smiles musingly, his expression equally lazy and content, his eyes closing. With the way he looks and the way he feels? He's the very picture of bliss right here, right now.

And his mouth finally seems to be working again, like the kiss alone breathed some life (and coherency) into him. Thank goodness.]

Mm... I'm thinking we should do that again sometime. Soon.

[Though not too soon, his backside politely reminds him. Hopefully he won't be walking funny tomorrow.]

[Teddy might have gotten the urge to close his own eyes, but with the way Billy looks right now? He can definitely keep them open a little longer. This picture of bliss is something he rather likes on his boyfriend.]

Soon, yeah. But not tonight. [For one, Teddy's honestly kind of really tired, and he can imagine Billy's the same way. Plus he must be sore, too.

He muses a little longer, his other hand reaching to stroke his fingers across Billy's cheek, and then he speaks up again, still quiet and utterly satiated.]

Maybe I can be the pony next time.

[Billy mumbles a vague assent, only half-hearing it at first, too tired to really ponder round two or next time beyond "not right now". His head flops on Teddy's shoulder, seemingly dozing for about 2 or 3 seconds before his eyes snap open again, the words sinking in.]

You want to?

[He certainly wouldn't mind a repeat performance of this, but the prospect of switching and giving Teddy's role a try is also very tempting.]

[Teddy shrugs the shoulder that Billy isn't using as a pillow, his smile growing a little more humored.]

Well, why not? You make it look fun.

[What with him moaning and gasping beneath him and - wow, he probably shouldn't linger on that image too much right now. Besides, it'd be nice to switch out and let Billy see what it's like, too.]

[Oh, wow. Billy stares for a moment longer, then he smiles again, bright and pleased and somewhat shy at the prospects of giving it a shot himself. Something to look forward to, that much is for sure. He tilts his head to kiss Teddy's shoulder appreciatively, then his neck, finally resting his head against the blond once more.]

This is one of those days where I start thinking you really are perfect again.

What, you don't think that every day?

[Normally, that kind of comment would make Teddy flustered and deny it. But you know what? After what they just did? Teddy has an excuse to be a little shameless. There's still a blush on his cheeks though, and he tilts his head to kiss Billy's forehead.]

Mm, but only for you, B. You're the perfect one around here.

[Billy scoffs quietly at that, but rather than protest, he just snuggles in closer, lazily reaching one hand back to try and drag a blanket over their bodies. They'll have to do laundry tomorrow, and they could certainly use a shower - he feels sticky and a little cold now that the heat is fading and his body is still damp with sweat - but he's pretty sure neither of them are moving for a while, so they might as well be comfortable.

And now, curled up next to Teddy, one naked body pressed against another beneath a blanket? He is very comfortable, and about ready to fall asleep.]

Let's just say we're perfect together, mm...?

Mm.

[Teddy shuts his eyes and keeps his arm secure around his boyfriend's shoulders, his free hand moving to find Billy's so that he can entwine their fingers. The hold probably won't last while they sleep, but right now, he'd rather just be as close as possible. He's warm and comfortable here, now that he's under the covers and feeling Billy pressed up against him.

Yeah. They're not going anywhere for a while, and while he's wet and sticky and the sheets and blankets are a mess, Teddy's absolutely fine with that.]

We're perfect together.

[IC] Appointments Post

[action; august 6th] not everything that goes bump in the night is bad okok

[action; august 6th] as evidenced by this thread

[action; august 6th] is this even taking place at night

[action; august 6th] lmao no it's like midafternoon

[action; august 6th] bump in the midafternoon

[action; august 6th] don't forget that hicky

[action; august 6th] the only hickies i see are on you b

[action; august 6th] THERE WE GO

[action; august 6th] NOW ISN'T THAT BETTER

[action; august 6th] turtlenecks in august

[action; august 6th] you are too obvious

[action; august 6th] if you wanted to be subtle stop biting my neck

[action; august 6th] would you rather i stop then

[action; august 6th] well no it's just that not everyone can heal instantly okay

[action; august 6th] so do you want hickies or not

[action; august 6th] FINE YES OF COURSE

[action; august 6th] i thought so <3

[action; august 6th] hee <3

[action; august 6th] better stock up on turtlenecks then

[action; august 6th] good thing winter's coming

[action; august 6th] it'll look a little more natural

[action; august 6th] or scarves. scarves are totally fashionable.

[action; august 6th] you can borrow one of mine /kyaa