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[He said yes.

Any butterflies that remained fluttering inside him instantly fly away, leaving nothing but warm, intense, tingling happiness to spread from his chest right to his fingers and toes, making him need to move, and he sways on his knee until - ]

Oh my god, Billy -

[Until he surges up to wrap Billy up in his arms, lips pressed to his shoulder and hiding the ridiculous smile, and there are tears in his eyes but he doesn't even care. He might be holding Billy a bit too tightly, but unless he gets a complaint, he doesn't care about that either.

He's so, so happy, and every thought running through his head is just - He said yes, he said yes, he said yes...!]

[It is a little tight, but not painfully, and Billy doesn't notice at first either; he's too happy as well, blown away and overjoyed by the question even being asked, that he got to answer it with a yes, that doing so means that they're engaged, that someday- someday it'll be them standing together and saying their vows and- god, they're engaged-

Before too long, air becomes an issue, but he's still not annoyed about it. If anything he's amused and kind of pleased that one simple word - yes yes yes - could make Teddy loosen his control just that little bit. Because of that, his words are a breathless, laughing exhale when he speaks.]

Teddy- ha- need air-

Edited 2014-03-10 14:41 (UTC)

Oh - Oh, sorry -

[Teddy loosens his hold enough to pull back and give Billy some air, but still staying close as he moves his free hand to cup Billy's cheek, and - god, he can't even touch foreheads, with him having to duck his head to let out breathless, relieved laughter.]

Oh my god, I love you, I love you so much...

Ha- yeah- I love you-

[Billy barely gives himself enough time for a couple of breaths, laughing, before he leans in to kiss every part of Teddy's face that's accessible - cheek, forehead, nose - until he lifts his head for a proper celebratory make-out. This sort of thing definitely merits a good kiss.

He said yes. Teddy asked and he said yes. This is real.]

[The kiss is wholeheartedly returned, Teddy's free hand sliding into Billy's hair while his other arm wraps around his waist, ring box still in hand. This is definitely worth celebrating, and a make-out is one of the best ways to do it. Because he said yes, Teddy asked and Billy said yes, and this means they're engaged, not just boyfriends anymore but fiancés,, and -

Yeah, his free hand is definitely wandering a little, from Billy's hair to his neck and shoulder and back and up again. God, this is real, this is really happening and real.]

[When the kiss is returned, and Billy feels Teddy's hand moving, Billy laughs breathlessly into his boyfriend's mouth and deepens it, clutching his back like a lifeline he can't bear to let go, even for a second. He doesn't care if they get married tomorrow or ten years from now. They're young, they've got time. What matters, in his mind, is that they will, now. They're engaged. They're committed. They've got each other.

Everything's perfect.]

[Everything really is perfect.

... Well, just about. When air starts to become an issue, Teddy breaks the kiss and lets out a breathless laugh and, as if he can't keep his lips off of Billy's, he kisses him a few more times, chaste and short, before something else comes to mind.]

Wow, ha, okay, okay, hold on - [Except he gives another kiss, but okay LAST ONE - ] I still need to put this on, you know...

[He pulls his arm back to show Billy the ring again. He can't just offer a ring and then not give it to him, after all.]

Edited 2014-03-12 05:37 (UTC)

Oh- oh god, you're right, um-

[Billy forces himself back again, his gaze drifting back down to the ring. It really is beautiful; it's too beautiful for his hand, he can't help but think, long-fingered and calloused and kind of gangly that it is. But it's his, Teddy had it made for him, and with that self-deprecating thought comes the enthusiastic desire to wear it and show it off to everyone, so the whole village can see that he's taken, he's Teddy's.

Smiling shyly, he holds his hand out so Teddy can go ahead with it. And, jokingly:]

I'm not going to suddenly disappear when it's on, am I?

Nah, no disappearing powers. [With a big smile, Teddy takes the ring from the box.] No Sauron suddenly seeing you, no Ring Wraiths come after you, no really creepy possessiveness over it...

[He's silent, however, as he slides the ring on Billy's finger. Once it's on, and it fits him just right and looks so perfect on him, Teddy thinks he needs to thank Kate a million times and maybe make Adela whatever food she wants for the rest of her life. Smile still on his face, Teddy lifts Billy's hand to press a kiss to the back of it, then lower it to look at his face again, to see his reaction.]

Just this.

[Once the ring is on, all jokes and teases about the design just sort of... vanish from Billy's mind, even though a moment ago he'd had at least a dozen quips. Now, though, seeing it there, fitted so perfectly on his finger, like it was meant to be there, words seem to be entirely beyond him. All he can really do is stare, awestruck and delighted, his hand lifted a bit to model it for himself. Silver had always been more his colour, it's true, but this...

...yeah, he can definitely get used to wearing gold. Especially when it's something like this.]

...Teddy... it's perfect.

Only because you make it perfect.

[Teddy lets Billy admire it a bit longer, and then he can't help himself; he lifts his right hand to entwine his fingers with Billy's, indulging in the feel of the ring between them. It feels wonderful, like a physical reminder of just how far their relationship has come, how much further it will go, a promise that wherever the future goes, they'll always be at each other's side.]

It would've been pretty dull if it just stayed in the box.

Dork.

[He says it with affection as always, his gaze on their joined hands, seeing the ring between them, a beautiful splash of colour against their skin. Though the fact that it's only there once makes him recognize one single problem amid all that perfection.]

...You realize now I'll have to come up with something amazing for you too, right?

What, like a date, or...

[But then Teddy notices where Billy's gaze is. The ring?

Oooh...]

I mean... I don't know, I always thought - You know, the... proposee gets the ring, not the proposer.

[Still, there's a blush on his face at the thought. Being able to show that he's officially Billy's, taken and set for life with his lover by his side.]

Yes, because we're such a traditional couple.

[Billy laughs quietly at that, tugging Teddy closer to give that cute blush another kiss, already pondering the idea more seriously. A ring would be pretty tricky, with Teddy's shapeshifting... But what else would even work for an engagement...?]

I'll think of something. Why should I be the only one who gets to show it off?

[And visually announce to the world that he's taken, besides.]

You do have a point there, Kaplan.

[Hee. Kaplan. Maybe in the future, whenever they decide to actually get married - tomorrow or ten years down the road or here or back at home or wherever, maybe he can add that name to his own. The thought makes him grin giddily again, and he isn't sure if he should expect a ring or whatever, right now he's just so happy that he brushes noses with Billy and lets out a quiet laugh.]

Billy - Oh man, we're engaged. We're fiancés.

[Wow, he really, really likes the way that word sounds.]

[His face is going to hurt by the end of the day thanks to all of this grinning. Billy can't find it in him to complain, though. He's still too happy.

Teddy's comment earns him an even bigger smile - and another kiss, besides.]

Thanks to you, we are. And someday? We'll be husbands.

[If Teddy's cheeks could hurt, they probably would be thanks to all this smiling, made even happier thanks to Billy's comment. God, he feels like - He feels like -

Ah, screw it. With a louder laugh, Teddy holds Billy's waist and spins, lifting Billy up in the air as he circles a couple of times, then slows to a halt, lowering him enough to wrap an arm around Billy and let him be more stable against him, though not letting his feet touch the ground yet.]

Someday... You know how much I thought about this? Growing older with you, getting married, having our own place and everything? [Well, they already have their own place, but. Technically they are sharing it with Tommy.]

[Billy can't help laughing at that, his hands gripping Teddy's shoulders, leaning into the spin, although he doesn't doubt that his boyfriend can stay balanced enough to keep them both upright. It's super dorky, but Teddy's joy and enthusiasm is infectious, and he doesn't mind being manhandled at all.]

I thought about it too, sometimes... I just never thought it would happen, well... this soon, I guess.

[It wasn't all that long ago since he'd screwed everything up so badly, since he felt like he'd almost lost Teddy because of his stupid mistakes and the Malnosso's interference. But now? He feels like they've won. They fought for what they'd had before and made it stronger than ever, and now they're taking it - their relationship - further still.

He'd thought this dream was still far, far away, a whispered potential at best, but as usual, Teddy had surprised him and set him straight. Teddy was always doing that, taking his worst fears in hand, all his self-loathing and cynicism and the darker thoughts he'd kept hidden from everyone else and dragging him back to the light. He put up with all his faults the way no one else ever could, or would. All the more reason for him to say yes, and to never, ever let him go. Maybe he'd have been prepared to before, if Teddy had chosen it, if Teddy had...

...but no. Not now. He has a ring, and a fiancé, and he's going to work hard to be just as good to Teddy as Teddy's been to him. Anything less would be unacceptable.]

[Indeed, it's easy to hold the two of them up. Teddy keeps his arms around his boyfriend's waist, holding him up enough to have to look up at him and happy as a clam; he always loves the chance to get to show off his strength like this, in a more positive and harmless way.]

I know... same here. When I first started thinking about it, I thought it wouldn't be until... you know, like our twenties. But it just... felt right. Like I couldn't go a day without wanting to ask you.

[Knowing what they'd been through, what the Malnosso might make them do in the future, what happened to couples here and the memories when one returns to their home; it seemed awful to go through everything every day, look at Billy and realize that one day, they'll forget everything here, all that they did and experienced, and not live their lives to the absolute fullest. Heartbreak is something they'll have to go through, whether it's experiment-induced or because one went home before the other.

But they shouldn't have to live in fear because of it. Hesitation would only cause more regret in the end, and Teddy knew he'd regret so much if Billy went home without knowing how much Teddy wanted to spend his life with him. And if there's one thing he learned, with Billy being possessed and hurting them both, with people going home, and everything... life here is too short to hesitate.

So here they are, young and engaged. And Teddy doesn't regret a thing.]

[Billy had thought of all of those risks and more before today, but now they're a million miles away. He knows that any time he starts to worry about them, all he'll have to do is think about the ring around his finger and he'll feel better. That's how it should be, right? The love of your partner should overcome any obstacle, it should support you in any of the doubts you might have. That's the point.

And for Teddy to have been thinking about this for god-knows how long... it's so touching, Billy's at a loss for words. When did it start? When did he begin to wonder about it? When did he get the ring? Was it before or after everything went to hell? If it was after, god...

He really does love me. He loves me, no matter what I've done, no matter how little I'd felt I deserved it before. He loves me...

He shivers, fingers curling in the material of Teddy's shirt, and when the words still don't find his voice he leans in for another kiss, softer this time, tender and loving, all the emotions he's feeling but can't describe. It's wonderful, Teddy's wonderful, the ring's wonderful, and just... the very idea of being married, whether it's tomorrow or next year or years from now, it's all wonderful. It's what he's dreamed about and more than he'd ever hoped for.]

[It's so wonderful, and Teddy shows all of his love in return as he kisses back, keeping one arm around Billy's waist while the other reaches up to hold his cheek, and - god, what was he even afraid of now? It seems so silly, now that he's asked and Billy's said yes. How could he have almost taken it back again, given in to his fears and missed out on this, which is easily one of the happiest moments in his life?

If there had been any doubt left in his head after everything went to hell, if he still had any lingering thoughts that Billy wants something better than him, more conforming or better looking or whatever, that one word melted it away. Yes, and life became a bit more colorful than it already was with Billy in his life. Because now, even if Billy's sent home, the love they have, the one that Teddy's absolutely sure of, will stay.

By the time Teddy's body demands more air, and before it shifts to accommodate this, he's lowered Billy to his feet again, and when he pulls back, he keeps his eyes shut, breathless and so, so happy. He has a big, dimpled smile on his face and he doesn't even care how ridiculous it looks. All that matters is that Billy's here with him, here now and forever.]

Ha... We should probably get back home soon. Unless you want me to keep kissing you out here...

[A little breathless, but happily so, Billy opens his eyes, and he's glad that the first thing to greet him is Teddy's grand smile. Really, with this as a reward, with Teddy cemented firmly in his future now, how could he possibly have said anything but yes? It really was a no-brainer. He couldn't possibly do any better than Teddy, and he wouldn't want to try looking, either. His life is right here, right in front of him.

The suggestion to go home takes a couple of seconds to burrow through the bliss of his mind, and he glances around, feeling suddenly sheepish to have shared such a heated moment where anybody could have seen it. True, they are still pretty isolated, but...]

That's... probably a good idea. If we do that again I don't think I could stop.

Me neither... Don't think I want to stop, either.

[But first, they have to gather up everything they brought with them. It'd be kind of rude to leave their blanket and leftover food and everything. It's hard to let go, and Teddy ends up pressing another kiss against Billy's lips before he pries himself away with a little laugh. God, they're utterly hopeless.

Thankfully, with Billy's help, it doesn't take long at all to gather everything up again. With one arm holding the heavier things and the other around Billy's waist, Teddy looks down at him with a raised eyebrow, the nerves at his back already tingling.]

So. Should I fly my fiance home, or should we walk?

[It's kind of ridiculous how much he loves that word now. Fiance, fiance...]

[Billy's gaze shifts to the route home, then back to Teddy's face, and he's warmed by the tone of voice and the expression he sees there. Without another moment to think about it, he turns and winds his arms around Teddy's neck for extra support, his cheeks faintly pink as he smiles. He can see, out of the corner of his eye, the glint of the ring where his hand is touching Teddy's neck, and it makes him all the more sure. Fiance.]

I don't mind if you fly us home.

Home it is.

[Just as Billy can see the ring, Teddy can feel it against his neck, a sliver of coolness amid the warmth of Billy's hands. It's a feeling that makes him giddy, and one he can definitely get used to.

With his boyfriend's permission, Teddy tightens his grip securely around him, pushes his shirt up with a bit of shifting along his back, grows his larger wings, and takes off with both bundles in his arms. He grins against the wind; he felt like soaring when Billy said yes, and now, he can finally do that, too. And maybe, maybe someday, he can fly alongside his boyfriend again, each using their powers to own the sky and make it their own big wide playing field.

But even if that never happens, Teddy's fine with that. He loves Billy not for his powers, but for him, and Teddy is always willing to take him into the sky and make it theirs just like this.]

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