selfhelp | [IC] Appointments Post

That's... that's a really long time, Tee...

[Billy shudders at the sensation, his own hips rising as Teddy drops to grind his body as deep as he's allowed, his nails scraping gently up Teddy's sides, to his chest, then back down again. He moves in sync with his partner without hesitation, following Teddy's lead and letting him decide on the speed for now. It's true that Teddy can heal in ways that Billy never could, but there's no reason to rush anyway.]

No regrets, hah...?

[He sure as hell doesn't have any.]

[This is one of those times where Teddy doesn't want to rush just yet. They're engaged, and they're celebrating that fact and the life they promised to one another, and this shouldn't just be quick and hard sex that ends soon after it starts. His pace, as a result, is slow yet deep, the sensation wringing out quiet, breathy sounds from him. This... this is perfect, right here, taking the time to relish the feeling and still feeling all of the wonderful sensations that come with sex with Billy. Which he certainly wouldn't mind doing for as long as he said, god, it's always so incredible...

It'd be easy to tease him again, but he feels like it's not the right time for it. So he smiles down at him instead, one hand reaching out to press his palm against Billy's cheek.]

No regrets here... Not when I've been - hnngh - wanting this so long...

[Those words make Billy's breath catch, just as much (if not more) than the slow and steady grind of their bodies moving as one. He lifts a hand away from Teddy's waist to press it against the one on his cheek, resting his fingers comfortably between Teddy's. He smiles, his eyes helplessly misty, and licks his lips.]

Sorry... kept you waiting, didn't I... made you worry.

[He doesn't regret saying yes, not ever. But he can regret everything that happened to delay this, can't he?

He did ask perfectly, though... I couldn't have done it that well.]

[The sight of Billy's eyes misty as they are makes Teddy caress his cheekbone with his thumb; he knows what they're for, sprung from happiness more than anything else. He smiles back, then leans forward as best as he can in this position to press a kiss to his lips, meaning to keep it short, but... well. The sensations he's feeling right now makes him turn into something slow and sensual instead.

When he pulls back, he nudges Billy's nose with his own before he sits back up again.]

I'd wait forever for you, you know...

[He would, even if they were still several steps back, like they were after the whole... crazy thing. Teddy would wait, because Billy is worth it. He's worth waiting for, this man who loves with his whole heart, cares deeply for others, gives second chances, sees beyond the beauty of the surface and loves what's within. This is the man Teddy wants to spend the rest of his life with, and so he'd wait just as long.

Thankfully, he doesn't have to. He's right here, right where he belongs, and -

And - oh, one of those thrusts got close to his sweet spot. He bites his lip around his smile as a result, and he gives an extra grind of his hips, wanting to feel it for real, yet still not wanting to push right into it.]

[It's depressing, humbling, and touching all at once, hearing those words, and Billy closes his eyes to conceal the myriad of emotions that they cause in him. If he'd taken forever... he doesn't like to think about that. Keeping Teddy waiting that long, making him suffer, however unintentionally, was just...

But that's not what they're here for, and the shift of Teddy's body around his is reminder enough of that. It's not about their past anymore, what they went through together to bring them here. It's their future, the future they've chosen, the future they'll share. As more than teammates, more than friends, more than boyfriends. Lovers. Husbands. Instead of possibility it's a promise, unforgettable as the proposal and the ring around his finger.

He'd much rather treasure this new reality of theirs than ponder the one he'd made in the past to ruin them.]

No more waiting... I'm with you, Tee...

Mmm... you with me...?

[Teddy gives a heady grin, then reaches to grab Billy's shoulders and easily pull him up to a sitting position, though it's hard to keep his body moving like this. The point of him doing so, however, is to roll the both of them over and change positions, at least for now, so that Billy can be the one in charge rather than Teddy.]

Same ideas and everything?

[Billy feels that shift - how could he not, with their bodies joined as they are, with all the months of experience together to back up his understanding? - and smiles, moving one hand to help Teddy lift him up away from the mattress. He lingers there for a moment, sitting face to face with Teddy, their legs tangled and shifting slowly together. He knows what Teddy has in mind, but he can't help but gaze for a couple seconds past what is necessary to get into position. There's something especially dazzling about that smile that makes him want to kiss it, and he gives into the temptation, the contact rough and eager, nudging his tongue forward to explore the blond's mouth.

He's reluctant to pull back, but when he finally does, he licks his lips, eyes glazed with pleasure, and pushes, using his strength and then momentum to roll them over, shuddering as his own weight pushes him deeper into Teddy's body.]

I think... definitely, yes...

[That kiss has him reeling with pleasure, and he only just barely recovers from it when Billy flips them over, just as Teddy wanted. The feeling of Billy pressing deeper inside him just makes him gasp and shudder, then pant quietly, arms and legs looping more comfortably around his boyfriend as he looks up at him, a smile on his lips and a hazy, pleased look in his eyes.]

Yeah... yeah, you... definitely got the right idea here...

[He bites his bottom lip, then gives his hips a little tilt upward - God, he wants this, it's almost shameful how much he wants this.]

Good to marry someone who's - who's on the same wavelength, ha...

[With Teddy wrapped around him, pulling him closer, deeper still, Billy needs no further prompting. He groans and withdraws almost to the tip before thrusting back in again, getting a feel for the motion and how smooth and comfortable and god, so amazing it feels before doing it again. Eagerly he seeks out a rhythm, leaning in so close that their faces are almost touching, breaths mingling together in heated gasps. It's impossible not to feel so amazingly complete when they're like this.]

Mm... nngh... I really... really like this wavelength, too... oh god, Ted...

[Riding Billy had felt amazing, being in control and deciding just how they do this had been a thrill that he loves to experience. But this, this, Billy pushing into him over and over like he wants more, more of Teddy, is even better. It's letting Billy have that power, it's knowing that his boyfriend, who's so much weaker than on a physical level, can unwind him and make him completely undone. That thrill, that's the best kind of feeling of all.

And it's already starting to happen; they've been at this so much that it doesn't take long at all to build up a rhythm that's good for them both, that gets to the best part that much faster. Teddy shuts his eyes and curls his fingers, nails digging lightly into Billy's skin, and relishes on the breath on his face, Billy's heated body all around him, the length inside him just shy of grazing his prostrate. God, what were they even talking about, something about wavelengths, about - about - ]

Ha... mmgood... waves, yeah, god, Billy - ah...

[His own hips have already found the rhythm, pressing upward when Billy pushes down, muscles tightening to make it that much more pleasurable for his partner. Yeah... those are some good waves he's feeling all right.]

[Billy's coherency is pretty shot at this point, so he gives up on conversation for a while; each breath is a pant, each thrust sends tremors through his body, and each squeeze of Teddy's body around his bringing him one step closer to completion. He wants to pick up the pace and push them there, his whole body is aching for it, but at the same time he wants to let the sensation linger, prolonging it so that he can watch Teddy's reactions, see his face like this just a little bit longer. And the sounds he's making...

He knows he's not quite there yet, it doesn't sound or feel perfect just yet- he's not at that spot, that perfect place that he knows will make Teddy ache from within. Teddy always finds it for him, there's no way he's going to finish this without doing the same. That's what partners do- otherwise it's just sex, nothing more.

He doesn't go faster, not yet, but he does strive to move deeper, using the way Teddy's drawing him in to grind his erection in search of that sweet spot. He may not be as experienced in this position as his lover is, but he'll know as well as Teddy will when he finds it.]

[If Billy's worried about seeking out the perfect spot, he doesn't have to do so for long; the first deeper thrust leaves him breathless, and the second is right there, making his back arch, his nails dig in to Billy's shoulders, and he tosses his head back with a louder groan. He could tell Billy he found it, but he knows that his lover doesn't need it. They've been at this long enough for them to have perfected it, and Teddy's reaction alone ought to be enough to let him know.

So instead of trying to waste words, Teddy buries his face in the dip of Billy's shoulder and scrapes his nails along his back, giving him a few more, light marks for later. This is it, this is perfect, this is exactly what he needed, that and - and something Teddy needs to do himself, which he does when he slides one hand down to grip and stroke his own erection. There, there, that's it...]

[Billy shudders in delight at every little sign that Teddy's enjoying himself- the nails at his back, the noises escaping his lips, the way his body tightens, all of it. Teddy's hand beat his own to the erection pressed between them, so instead he uses both hands to brace himself and thrust faster, harder, seeking and finding that spot over and over again with practiced ease. His fingers tighten in the sheets, tilting his head to scrape his teeth against Teddy's exposed neck, soothing the spot with lips and tongue immediately after before repeating the motion. He can't give Teddy a lasting hickey, but he can sure as hell let him feel it for a while.

And Teddy's fingers are trying to make their own lasting marks, something Billy tries to encourage with the way his body responds to it; he loves when his skin displays the evidence of their lovemaking, feels a deep warmth in his chest when he sees them reflected in the mirror the next morning. The sensitivity of the lines and kissed bruises always makes him shiver, especially when Teddy touches them. More, he wants more, and he wants to give it all to his lover.]

T... Teddy...

[God, god, with everything that's going on - feeling Billy above and around and within, the sensation of his prostate being stimulated over and over, the teeth at his neck, his hand working furiously at his own erection, everything, it's like the whole world narrows down to just the two of them. There's nothing but them and the bed they're on, and his mind is too overwhelmed to even think about what could be outside of it, and doesn't seem particularly bothered by it.

No, all Teddy knows is that this feels absolutely amazing, wonderful, and he can't stop himself from arching his back and keeping his head tilted back with his lips parted to let loose what Billy wrings out of him, from allowing himself to dig his nails in to his lover's skin on his back, knowing it might sting, knowing that Billy enjoys it. He wants more, more, faster, harder, even as he can feel himself racing toward that glorious finish.

And he knows that Billy can feel it, too; the way Teddy tenses, the way he breathes and how his noises grow more desperate. He feels like an arrow slowly being drawn back, and he needs release, he needs it now.]

Bi - ah... Billy, Billy...!

[He did tell him that he'd end up moaning his name earlier, when making his suggestions.]

[Ahhh... he'd been waiting for that, though he hadn't known it until that moment. Billy shudders and clenches his fists in the bedsheets, tensing his knees as he draws back and bracing himself for what's next. Experience and instinct has taught him well what to do now, what they both need- and this is how he likes it, now that he's done his part to find that spot of perfect pleasure for Teddy.

With a breathy exhale he pulls back again only to thrust faster than before, grinding his body hard and fast into Teddy's over and over in quick succession. He's a tense wire ready to snap, determined to push himself and his lover as hard as he can before he does.

Teddy first, though. Teddy first. And he knows how close they both are, now.]

[As strong as Teddy is, it feels so good to have Billy push as hard and fast as he can; he knows how much Billy loves this, how it's his favorite style of lovemaking, and Teddy certainly reaps the benefits of it as well.

Not that he's really thinking any of that. He's not thinking much of anything; the sensations are just so fucking good that there's no room for thought, nothing except the sparks of pleasure that keep pulsing through his body. There is one thing, one thing that he thinks of, and that's to get his hands away from Billy's back before he can dig in too much. Making him bleed is the last thing he wants to do, and Teddy has more control of himself than that.

But oh god, oh god, it's so amazing that he wants it to last longer. His body is very near completion though; his head bows to press against Billy's shoulder, muffling whatever noises he lets out, and his hands clench in the sheets below him and his legs hold Billy around the waist to keep him close while he thrusts and thrusts and - and -

There. Finally Teddy's back arches, his toes curl against Billy's skin, and he lets out a moan muffled by biting his bottom lip while he releases between them, and every other part of the world fades in favor of that blissful, floaty feeling that follows such an intense orgasm. Holy shit, holy shit...]

[Billy can feel it before it happens, his body tensing with anticipation and pressing in hard. He inhales sharply when Teddy comes, breath escaping in the same muffled rasp when the blond's body tightens around his erection, wet success spattering his stomach. If he wasn't already at the edge, the sounds Teddy's making would be enough to end him then and there.

He follows closely behind, lingering inside a thrust or two after Teddy's release and just holding his position like that until, a scant second later, he shudders with his own orgasm. A cry escapes his lips, half-muffled and still enough to echo quietly against the walls, his back arched, hands tightening in the sheets and a little bit in Teddy's hair, too.

Holy shit, indeed.]

[Amidst the haze, Teddy can feel those last few thrusts, and then the real grande finale, Billy clenching his fists and coming with a cry that would've definitely brought Teddy over the edge if he wasn't already there. He has his eyes shut, but he can picture Billy's expression in his head, and it's so beautiful to him... He wishes he got to see it. Next time.

It takes a moment to come back to earth after all that. But when he does, Teddy slowly lifts a hand up to sift through Billy's hair, a smile growing on his face until it borders on just plain silly. He's worn out and panting, but that was absolutely mind-blowing. Amazing, perfect for celebrating their engagement.]

Ha... Hey, fiancé...

...Mmmm...

[Billy flops his head wearily on Teddy's shoulder, his mind abuzz with contented bliss, his body tingling in the afterglow. Maybe it's the engagement that's making it different, but that... totally felt like it hit the top-five sex list.]

...hey back, fiancé...

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