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[Teddy feels a burst of pride at that, at making Billy unable to really get any words out. It takes a bit of shifting, but soon he's able to circle his tongue fully around Billy's length as he lowers his head down to the base, taking him entirely, and then back, hands pressing against Billy's hips to keep them down. Once he reaches the tip, he lifts his head away entirely, then looks up at Billy with a smile on his face.]

Well?

[Though he doesn't give Billy much time to answer, seeing how he's opened his mouth and taken him in again, this time freeing Billy's hips, allowing him to thrust all he wants.]

[Billy only has a second to catch his breath before Teddy takes him in again, and he'd tried to speak but when he opens his mouth all that comes out is a gasping cry. He thrusts helplessly, though he tries to hold back after the first one- he'd expected Teddy's hands to keep him down again, so the sudden freedom is both alarming and exhilarating all at once. He murmurs a breathless apology and buries his hand in Teddy's hair again, lifting his hips more carefully this time. Hopefully Teddy'd shifted his gag reflex away or something. He seemed to have mastered that one.

...Ohgod, that feels amazing.]

...ha... hnnnngh... this... this is good... m-more of... this...

[Or. You know. Something similar. He's easy.

Ohgod.]

[Well. He couldn't quite shift that gag reflex away fast enough, so he does end up having to clear his throat a few times before he's back on track, sending Billy a quick little frown, then a two fingered saluted once he gets that apology. He's fine, it was just a bit startling. A dick at the back of your throat kinda does that to you.

Oh, but there we go. Finally, some clarification. Another smirk builds up, and he lets Billy have his way with his mouth for a moment longer before he slowly pulls back, though he strokes with his hand to let the pleasure gradually die down rather than be suddenly cut off.]

I don't recall that being on the list. But I know something like it...

[He shifts forward until he's got his legs on either side of Billy's hips, gazing down at him all the while, and reaches over to get the lube from the nightstand. ... It takes two or three pats to figure out where drawer with it actually is, but once he's got it, he already starts to uncap it. He did tease Billy something good and all.]

[Billy offers up a sheepish, heady smile, hands moving to rub up and down Teddy's hips and trying to regain control of his breathing now that he doesn't have his boyfriend's lips distracting him. Gazing up at him like this, watching sweat glisten on his skin in the dim light, his tousled hair, the easy smirk on his lips...

...god, he looks amazing.

I get to marry this guy.

The thought fills him with excitement again, cheeks growing more flushed at the sudden rush of mental images - waking up next to each other for the rest of their lives, a wedding in Central Park or the Avengers garden holy crap, fights in the kitchen and after-battle makeouts in the hall, costumes hung together in combined closets, growing out of awkward teenage bodies into real adults with real responsibilities and real independence. Getting to see this body, those eyes, that smile, every day. It's not like it's that much different from what they already have now, but he knows. He knows the difference.

It may be Teddy's show right now, but Billy can't just keep his hands to himself and wait. While Teddy fumbles for the lube, he slides a hand away from Teddy's hips and wraps it around the blond's length, stroking slowly.]

I like... where this is going.

[Oh. Ooooh that feels good, the long drag of Billy's hand against his erection. Teddy stops his work for a second to let out a quiet groan, hips tipping forward into the touch, indulging in the sensation for a moment. With all that he'd been doing to Billy, his own arousal had gotten a little needy, wanting attention and aching for more. He can enjoy this for a good while.

But after a moment, Teddy lets that smile come up again as he pushes his hips backwards, enough so that Billy's erection brushes up against his ass, just near the opening that he'll be working on soon.]

How bad do you want this? [He squeezes out the lube in his fingers, though he doesn't get to work just yet, instead trailing a slick finger down Billy's chest.] How bad do you want me?

[It's such a small gesture, but somehow it still makes Billy moan urgently, hips grinding upwards, heated and trembling with need. He doesn't know how to form that quiet desperation into words, and he kind of wishes his dick could do the talking for him. It's certainly trying hard enough as it is.

...Hah. Hard.

You're so lame, Kaplan.]

I really... oh god... Teddy, I really...

[His hips arch again, harder this time, grinding his erection teasingly between Teddy's back cheeks. He wants to be there, he wants to feel that heat around him, he wants to thrust and thrust and-

...shit, had he just said all of that out loud? It was kind of unintentional and he stops himself before he goes too far, face wildly flushed, but it's too late; apparently Teddy got what he'd been asking for after all.]

[That smirk on Teddy's face faded as Billy went on, his lips parting as he closes his eyes to take in every word. God, as if Billy wasn't unbearably sensual before, laying there under him with his face flushed, sweat shining on his body and hair tussled and eyes heady with need, this, those words, they make Teddy want more, want every single thing that Billy is saying and more.

When Billy cuts himself off, Teddy lets out a groan, tips his head back and presses his hips down against Billy's, and it feels great but it's not enough; he needs Billy inside him, needs to feel him thrust and thrust just as he said and - ]

Ohhhh god, Billy -

[Why waste more time? Teddy leans down to scrape lips and teeth and tongue against Billy's neck as he opens the drawer of the nightstand, nearly yanking it out entirely, to dig for a condom. His lube covered hand inches back, intending to prepare himself - though once his fingers brush against Billy's erection, he realizes that there's a bit of an obstacle there.]

Nngh, B, could you...

[Could he... what...? Billy's head is spinning a little at the brushes he's feeling on his erection, urgently craving more, and it's hard to think of what Teddy might need.

Once it clicks, he smiles a bit sheepishly and withdraws his hand, bracing it against the bed instead and using it to push himself upwards on the mattress and out of Teddy's path. He can be patient, hard as it might be. Watching Teddy prep himself is enough of a show that he doesn't mind one bit.]

Better...?

Better.

[He grins down at Billy, feeling more smug and confident than he's probably felt in his life, or maybe that's just hormones talking, but whatever it is, it's making him feel like he's on top of the world. Or on top of his fiancé. Heh.

He presses the condom against Billy's chest as he straightens himself up again, an invitation to do some of the work. With him in a better position for this, Teddy spreads more lube on his fingers (and accidentally spilling a little on Billy's thigh, maybe he's overeager), reaches behind himself, then arches his back and parts his lips as he presses a finger inside. Normally he might be a bit embarrassed to look at Billy while prepping himself, but today, today he's looking Billy in the eyes, knowing that he loves the show, short as it'll be with his shifting ability.]

Hnn... Should I ride you... slow or fast? Or switch it up... whatever we feel like doing...

[Billy chews on his lower lip, cheeks flushed, feeling dizzy with desire. He can't sit still, but he doesn't want to interfere with what Teddy's doing, so his hips rise and fall a little with each movement Teddy makes, their skin rubbing against each other. Just looking up at Teddy's face like that, watching him move as he preps himself... he can't help but groan in anticipation. Soon... soon...]

I think... you ask too many questions. Let's feel it out, huh...?

[Planning sex out just isn't their style, aside from the vague details about what goes where and what position they start out with. It always changes as they go. Why dictate the experience when it's going to be perfect no matter what they choose?]

Heh... Feel it out... Think I'm doing that right now.

[With a little more lube, Teddy adds a second finger, eyes shutting as he tips his head back and stretches himself, preparing for what's to come. What he wants, what he really wants is Billy pushing inside him, hips snapping up while Teddy presses downward, Billy hitting his prostate and unwinding Teddy so much that he can barely think of anything except more and more, and oh god, that imagery just makes him let out a quiet groan, then lean down to whisper just what he wants into Billy's ear, just so that he's not left out of the images in his head. His voice is heady, a little shaky as he moves his fingers, wanting him and knowing that he's so close to being ready, just a little more...]

... So better - ha - get yourself ready...

[....Ohgod. Watching is almost agonizing, and hearing those words in his ear, so close, hot breath on his skin... ohgod. He mouths it at first, then says it aloud, hips lifting to grind his crotch against Teddy's, trying not to interfere with his prep work but needing, needing the contact.]

I was ready... like... five minutes ago...

[Patience is not his strong suit at this point. And it's not like he'd ever push Teddy into hurrying for his sake and hurt himself, but he can't help sounding a little urgent, the need and eagerness betrayed by his tone.]

Teddy...

[Please, please be ready soon. Oh my god.]

[Teddy practically purrs out his groan against Billy's ear, and as he sits back up, he feels like he's sufficiently stretched and ready. Which is a good thing, because Billy sounds like he wants to get on with this right away, and quite frankly, so does Teddy.]

Yeah, yeah... okay... think I'm good...

[He pulls his fingers away and brushes them against Billy's erection, grinning headily once he feels the condom on and ready for him, and holds it by the base to keep it steady. He wants to say something, do something, but at the same time he feels like just getting on with it already; everything else can come later. With that in mind, Teddy scoots himself back until he's back over Billy's arousal, gives his fiancé a slow smirk, then starts to lower himself, sinking himself down and finally, finally feeling Billy enter him.

The sensation makes that smirk fade as he shuts his eyes and tips his head back, then let out a quiet little sound once he's taken Billy in fully. Oh god, oh god, this is going to be great...]

[There... right there. That's what he'd been waiting for. Billy echoes Teddy's groan, trembling beneath him, and his hands slide up to press on Teddy's waist, as if to hold him there even though he lacks the strength to really do that if Teddy wanted to move. It's more to symbolize his desire than anything else, at this point. He's savouring the sensation, just as much as Teddy himself.]

Hrnnghh.

[Coherency is kind of a bust at the moment, so he sets his hands to stroking, letting his hands and the hardness of his erection clarify just how pleased he is that they're finally doing this. The tease is always fun, and the prep is a treat to watch every time - moreso with how rarely they do it this way - but the act, the union of their bodies after the waiting is over, is still the best part.]

[The stroking feels good, amazing even, and Teddy finds himself tilting his body to it even as he lets his body shift and heal, getting used to the feeling of Billy inside him. Again, it doesn't take long at all; it's the advantage of being in a relationship with a self-healing boyfriend, he guesses. But only a moment after he took Billy in, Teddy lowers his head with a heady smile, hips rocking, not quite thrusting, to give Billy some stimulation.]

Just think... we can do this for the rest of our lives. [He lets his eyes drift shut as he raises his hips, then lowers them again, relishing in the feel of Billy sliding back inside him.] We can do - haa... whatever we want... long as we want...

That's... that's a really long time, Tee...

[Billy shudders at the sensation, his own hips rising as Teddy drops to grind his body as deep as he's allowed, his nails scraping gently up Teddy's sides, to his chest, then back down again. He moves in sync with his partner without hesitation, following Teddy's lead and letting him decide on the speed for now. It's true that Teddy can heal in ways that Billy never could, but there's no reason to rush anyway.]

No regrets, hah...?

[He sure as hell doesn't have any.]

[This is one of those times where Teddy doesn't want to rush just yet. They're engaged, and they're celebrating that fact and the life they promised to one another, and this shouldn't just be quick and hard sex that ends soon after it starts. His pace, as a result, is slow yet deep, the sensation wringing out quiet, breathy sounds from him. This... this is perfect, right here, taking the time to relish the feeling and still feeling all of the wonderful sensations that come with sex with Billy. Which he certainly wouldn't mind doing for as long as he said, god, it's always so incredible...

It'd be easy to tease him again, but he feels like it's not the right time for it. So he smiles down at him instead, one hand reaching out to press his palm against Billy's cheek.]

No regrets here... Not when I've been - hnngh - wanting this so long...

[Those words make Billy's breath catch, just as much (if not more) than the slow and steady grind of their bodies moving as one. He lifts a hand away from Teddy's waist to press it against the one on his cheek, resting his fingers comfortably between Teddy's. He smiles, his eyes helplessly misty, and licks his lips.]

Sorry... kept you waiting, didn't I... made you worry.

[He doesn't regret saying yes, not ever. But he can regret everything that happened to delay this, can't he?

He did ask perfectly, though... I couldn't have done it that well.]

[The sight of Billy's eyes misty as they are makes Teddy caress his cheekbone with his thumb; he knows what they're for, sprung from happiness more than anything else. He smiles back, then leans forward as best as he can in this position to press a kiss to his lips, meaning to keep it short, but... well. The sensations he's feeling right now makes him turn into something slow and sensual instead.

When he pulls back, he nudges Billy's nose with his own before he sits back up again.]

I'd wait forever for you, you know...

[He would, even if they were still several steps back, like they were after the whole... crazy thing. Teddy would wait, because Billy is worth it. He's worth waiting for, this man who loves with his whole heart, cares deeply for others, gives second chances, sees beyond the beauty of the surface and loves what's within. This is the man Teddy wants to spend the rest of his life with, and so he'd wait just as long.

Thankfully, he doesn't have to. He's right here, right where he belongs, and -

And - oh, one of those thrusts got close to his sweet spot. He bites his lip around his smile as a result, and he gives an extra grind of his hips, wanting to feel it for real, yet still not wanting to push right into it.]

[It's depressing, humbling, and touching all at once, hearing those words, and Billy closes his eyes to conceal the myriad of emotions that they cause in him. If he'd taken forever... he doesn't like to think about that. Keeping Teddy waiting that long, making him suffer, however unintentionally, was just...

But that's not what they're here for, and the shift of Teddy's body around his is reminder enough of that. It's not about their past anymore, what they went through together to bring them here. It's their future, the future they've chosen, the future they'll share. As more than teammates, more than friends, more than boyfriends. Lovers. Husbands. Instead of possibility it's a promise, unforgettable as the proposal and the ring around his finger.

He'd much rather treasure this new reality of theirs than ponder the one he'd made in the past to ruin them.]

No more waiting... I'm with you, Tee...

Mmm... you with me...?

[Teddy gives a heady grin, then reaches to grab Billy's shoulders and easily pull him up to a sitting position, though it's hard to keep his body moving like this. The point of him doing so, however, is to roll the both of them over and change positions, at least for now, so that Billy can be the one in charge rather than Teddy.]

Same ideas and everything?

[Billy feels that shift - how could he not, with their bodies joined as they are, with all the months of experience together to back up his understanding? - and smiles, moving one hand to help Teddy lift him up away from the mattress. He lingers there for a moment, sitting face to face with Teddy, their legs tangled and shifting slowly together. He knows what Teddy has in mind, but he can't help but gaze for a couple seconds past what is necessary to get into position. There's something especially dazzling about that smile that makes him want to kiss it, and he gives into the temptation, the contact rough and eager, nudging his tongue forward to explore the blond's mouth.

He's reluctant to pull back, but when he finally does, he licks his lips, eyes glazed with pleasure, and pushes, using his strength and then momentum to roll them over, shuddering as his own weight pushes him deeper into Teddy's body.]

I think... definitely, yes...

[That kiss has him reeling with pleasure, and he only just barely recovers from it when Billy flips them over, just as Teddy wanted. The feeling of Billy pressing deeper inside him just makes him gasp and shudder, then pant quietly, arms and legs looping more comfortably around his boyfriend as he looks up at him, a smile on his lips and a hazy, pleased look in his eyes.]

Yeah... yeah, you... definitely got the right idea here...

[He bites his bottom lip, then gives his hips a little tilt upward - God, he wants this, it's almost shameful how much he wants this.]

Good to marry someone who's - who's on the same wavelength, ha...

[With Teddy wrapped around him, pulling him closer, deeper still, Billy needs no further prompting. He groans and withdraws almost to the tip before thrusting back in again, getting a feel for the motion and how smooth and comfortable and god, so amazing it feels before doing it again. Eagerly he seeks out a rhythm, leaning in so close that their faces are almost touching, breaths mingling together in heated gasps. It's impossible not to feel so amazingly complete when they're like this.]

Mm... nngh... I really... really like this wavelength, too... oh god, Ted...

[Riding Billy had felt amazing, being in control and deciding just how they do this had been a thrill that he loves to experience. But this, this, Billy pushing into him over and over like he wants more, more of Teddy, is even better. It's letting Billy have that power, it's knowing that his boyfriend, who's so much weaker than on a physical level, can unwind him and make him completely undone. That thrill, that's the best kind of feeling of all.

And it's already starting to happen; they've been at this so much that it doesn't take long at all to build up a rhythm that's good for them both, that gets to the best part that much faster. Teddy shuts his eyes and curls his fingers, nails digging lightly into Billy's skin, and relishes on the breath on his face, Billy's heated body all around him, the length inside him just shy of grazing his prostrate. God, what were they even talking about, something about wavelengths, about - about - ]

Ha... mmgood... waves, yeah, god, Billy - ah...

[His own hips have already found the rhythm, pressing upward when Billy pushes down, muscles tightening to make it that much more pleasurable for his partner. Yeah... those are some good waves he's feeling all right.]

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