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Mm... I hadn't decided yet. But I'm not opposed to the idea.

[He doesn't want to focus on his own body - he's not the one who has issues about it, after all. And being naked or showing more skin would likely cause Teddy to get distracted. He's in favour of them both being naked eventually, but... well, he'd like to indulge this, first. Pamper his boyfriend, make sure he knows that he's loved.

He goes back to massaging Teddy's skin with his lips and tongue, but he does have the decency to get one hand wander over to the bulge in Teddy's underwear, stroking him teasingly beneath the material. A little prelude of what's to come, basically. (And literally. Heh.)]

It's not a bad idea, no...

[And if he thought it was, he doesn't for long once Billy starts to stroke him. Teddy spreads his legs further apart to give him more room, though he keeps his foot where it is - in fact, he hooks his toes against the edge of Billy's shirt enough to slide it upwards a little, enough to let him stroke the bare skin of Billy's side.

God, but the things Billy's doing to him, not just to his arousal but all over his body, or at least everything Billy reached so far... At least once in his life, he criticized every part of himself. So for this to happen, especially so shortly after a period where he doubted everything about himself again, doubted one of the few good things to happen in his life...

It's hard to keep holding on to the headboard when all he wants to do is hold Billy close to him and revel in being held in return. But this is a game they're playing, and he doesn't want to lose just yet.]

[Hrngh, that foot against his back is really distracting. It takes significant effort to stay focused on his 'mission', but somehow, he manages. A noise or two escapes his lips, though, a sign that Teddy's accomplishing something with his blind exploration.

Before too long, though, Billy's hand is replaced by his face, rubbing it affectionately against the bulge in Teddy's briefs before he lifts up and grips the fabric with his teeth, dragging it down, his hands on either side of Teddy's hips to ease its movement. Within moments, Teddy's erection is exposed to the air, and Billy breathes against it, letting his hands wrestle with getting the underwear off and out of the way.

With Teddy naked, his options just opened a whole new series of doors. Now it's just a matter of deciding what to do. Does he go for the obvious trump card, or...?]

[It took a bit of movement on his part, lifting his hips and stretching his legs, but once his underwear is off, Teddy parts his lips and presses his head back against the pillow, the sensation of Billy near his erection causing all sorts of anticipating butterflies to flutter in his stomach. He'd been just barely teased already, what with the rubbing and the breathing, and it seems like such a little taste that Teddy's anxious to get to the rest already.

With Billy still trying to decide what to do, Teddy slides his toes along the small of Billy's back, then down further, having to go outside of his clothes to slide along the curve of Billy's ass appreciatively, an amused smile crossing his lips as he does so. What can he say, really?]

Mm, Billyyy...

Nnn... is that your way of giving back or getting revenge?

[Billy's back arches, and he uses that touch to drive him forward, decision made. It's not like he can't switch things around in a bit, after all. And Teddy never did let him finish doing this yesterday (though he wouldn't complain about that, considering how fantastic it had ended up). Back then it had been about doing it together. Today? He's giving this to Teddy. To show him he still wants this, still loves doing this. To show that he'd do anything to make Teddy happy.

He shifts back down and drags his tongue across Teddy's length, teasing it over the tip. Let's see how long he can hold on with this.]

Maybe a bit of bo - ooh...

[This is definitely a good direction to take. Teddy lets go of the headboard, then holds on again, his head tilting back once more, and lets out a long, pleased sigh. Unlike yesterday, he's not quite opposed to Billy giving him all this attention, although he would like to go all the way before he loses it. Still, this right here? Considering the way Teddy tilts his hips upward, the sensations practically doubling thanks to the pseudo-blindfold, he has no real qualms with this.]

B... Both... yeah...

[Billy would smirk at that reaction - or offer some sort of smug remark - but his mouth is too occupied at the moment, particularly when he shifts forward enough to get Teddy's erection properly into his mouth. He's not going to go all the way if he can avoid it, but this is a nice prelude, especially with the way Teddy's responding to it.

And... now that he's giving his tongue a bit of a warm-up, he's starting to get other ideas, too. If Teddy's up for it, then maybe...]

[God, the way that feels without being able to see it... It's hot and wet and encompassing, and Teddy feels a strain in his thighs as he fights the urge to thrust upward without abandon. Instead, he grips onto the headboard tightly, and he moves his hips enough to both quell his urge and to not choke Billy to death. It's obvious how much he's starting to lose the battle, though; his hands keep moving, either letting go and holding on again or sliding along the headboard for a better grip, wanting so badly to hold onto his boyfriend.

He's not sure what other ideas Billy has in mind, but if they're anything like this, then Teddy's all for it.]

[Billy's confident in his ability to win this game, even when he's so out of practice; he knows all too well what he can accomplish with his tongue. He can drag Teddy towards the edge and then pull him back again, tease him and pamper him with slim fingers and gently grazing teeth. He won't let Teddy finish, not this early, but if he can get him to either let go or break the headboard, it would be a hell of a victory.

Either way, he's watching with his touch, judging when to stop and when to move by the sounds he hears. He'll move on in a few minutes if Teddy hasn't caved or broken something by then.]

[A few minutes? Teddy certainly can't last that long, even if they weren't making a game out of it. ItT takes just a moment for a little crack to be heard in the headboard and, not wanting to break something that isn't theirs, Teddy finally gives up, lowering his arms in a way that makes the shirt slide over his face and shoulders again to grip the sheets below him. If he cracked the headboard, then he doesn't want to do the same thing to Billy's head, after all.]

Oh my god, okay, okay, you - you win, I, ah - I...

[Well. Billy can get the message well enough, as Teddy turns his head against the pillow and presses his hips up towards that glorious mouth. At this point, he just wants Billy to bone him straight into the mattress already, so maybe now that he gave in...]

[....Heh.

Billy dwells on his victory just long enough to be an enormous tease, but not long enough to be annoying about it. Almost reluctantly he withdraws, licking his lips and using his hands to press Teddy's hips back down. It takes an unsurprising amount of his strength to do it, but he manages somehow. Though it won't matter in a minute.]

Ha... alright.

[He leans in to kiss Teddy's stomach, rubbing his thighs to try and wind him down a bit. Can't have him lose it yet.]

Hey, can you roll over? I... want to try something.

[While Teddy would rather keep facing Billy for all of this, the fact that he's wanting to try new things is enough to make Teddy want to follow everything he tells him to do. He's been shying away from actually taking action so much that hearing this sounds like a gift from god.

Still, Teddy has to take another moment to breathe hard and wind down a little further, just so that he won't lose it as soon as Billy starts doing - whatever it is he's going to do. Once he feels like he won't explode in the next minute or two, Teddy nods, then rolls over; first to his knees, where he slides his shirt off and tosses it carelessly to the side, then bending at the waist, letting out a long breath as he presses his forehead against the pillow and curls his fingers into the sheets.]

Ready when you are... [He's not sure what he should be ready for, but he trusts Billy with whatever it is.]

[Once Teddy is in position, Billy shifts closer again, pressing his hands over Teddy's back, brushing very gently against the wing feathers, then moving further down, rubbing against the curve of his backside. He's had this thought sort of... idly on and off for a while now, and it took the back-burner while they got used to one another again, to trusting and loving and depending on the one they love. He's not sure if this is the right time to do this, but the idea won't leave him alone, now.]

If... if you don't like it, or if you get uncomfortable... tell me, okay? And I'll stop. Pick a safe word or something. The last thing I want to do is kill the mood by freaking you out.

[It's an exceptionally vague warning, but he kind of wants an honest reaction out of Teddy, and that means leaving it as a surprise.]

[The touches all caused him to relax further, even the ones against his wings; it helps that it was a gentle touch more than anything else. He's smiling by the time Billy speaks, and what he says causes him to turn his head slightly, curious and intrigued.

So this is something new that Billy's going to do... Something they haven't done before. Teddy can't find it in himself to be worried about it; he's all too eager to try whatever it is Billy has in mind, and with each minute that goes by, he's more and more happy about the fact that he decided to give Billy the reins with this. Although he is a little worried about Billy staying fully clothed; is he all right back there? Does he at least need the pants off or anything...?

So Teddy turns his head forward again, hiding his smile in the pillow because, well... he is in kind of a vulnerable position here.]

Okay. I got it. So, safe word, safe word... Wanna pass the time making yourself more comfortable while I think of something?

[Because if he knows Billy, then all the reactions Teddy made and - and everything, really, has got to be making his pants unbearably tight.]

[Oh. Oh, wow. He hadn't been too serious, but- god, they really should have one, shouldn't they? That's a thing couples do?

Billy gives his mind all of three seconds to fret about it before he brushes it aside. He'd suggested it, and it'll make him feel better if Teddy has a way of instantly putting things to a halt. If he'd still been practicing magic, he'd be game to place a spell on it- that's how serious he thinks it should be. He knows his self-control will be enough, though.

Teddy's suggestion is a good distraction, as well as a reminder that yeah, pampering Teddy and seeing him like that, stretched out and naked and willing- shit. Yeah, the pants, at least, have got to come off.]

Mm... good idea. [He presses a kiss to Teddy's cheek - the other cheek - and rolls over to wriggle out of his pants.] Tell me when you're ready.

[The kiss makes his smile grow, and when he feels Billy roll away, Teddy rolls to his side to finally, finally watch him, fingers stroking along his own erection to give it some relief. God, his boyfriend is so beautiful, and he shows his admiration openly on his face as he tries to think of a word. And just as he's thinking that Billy should think of one instead, something comes to mind.]

Hobbit. How about that?

"Nasty hobbitses."

[The response is automatic and unthinking, with his (now bare) back to Teddy as he kicks his pants off the bed and out of the way. Only then does he glance back, his cheeks going a bit red as he notices Teddy gazing at him and touching himself like that. It's a hell of a good indication that he's interested in continuing this, if his word alone hadn't been enough to go by.]

I mean, uh. That works. It'll definitely derail whatever I'm doing.

Hobbit it is, then.

[And since he went a damn long time without getting to touch Billy in return, Teddy scoots forward to indulge in just that for a moment; with Billy's back to him, Teddy presses open, tender kisses against the nape of his neck, then downward, along his spine and shoulder blades, while one hand smears up and down Billy's side and occasionally moves forward to circle his navel.

He knows not to keep it up, though; this is Billy's time to be in charge, and they do need to get things moving. Teddy just had to give him some affection, love and teasing, though. Once he's satiated, Teddy moves himself away and rolls again, bent and on his knees again with his forehead resting against the pillow.]

Okay... ready.

[Well. That didn't help his self-restraint any, that's for sure. Billy can't hold back his groans - first from Teddy's touches, then from the loss of them when his boyfriend withdraws. Still, it's fuel for the fire, too- incentive to keep going, and to work his way up towards where it gets really good.

Once Teddy's back in position, Billy shifts closer once more, taking up a position behind the blond, then leans in first to kiss, then to explore with his tongue in a way he's never done before.

God, let this be an okay idea.]

[Oh dear god, what is he doing with - what is he - oh jesus -]

Bi - Oh God!

[It's definitely not a "hobbit", tensing only from surprise. And how can he not be - That is a tongue up his ass, for complete lack of elegance. He's heard of this, never thought he'd do it or be on the receiving end of it, even though the idea would flit into his head when doing heavy foreplay with Billy.

And now? Well, he would be thinking that he should do the same to Billy sometime, except he can't really think right now. That whole area is incredibly sensitive, and Billy's tongue there feels amazing, enough for Teddy to grip the sheets, arch his back and let out a louder moan than before.

This is an okay idea. This is more than an okay idea. It's a great idea.]

[Okay. Okay, that's a better reaction than he'd originally expected. And yes, this experience is admittedly the weirdest thing he's tried yet - even weirder than Teddy's Hulkling form, since that was still pretty much just normal sex - but with Teddy reacting like that, he can't ever say that it's bad. Even if he knows that thinking about it too hard would probably gross him out.

Still, it's Teddy. He keeps himself clean, always has. And this... there's a level of intimacy to it, of trust, that they haven't reached before. At least, that's how it feels to him. You really have to love someone to willingly stick your tongue up their nethers.

...Yep. Definitely weird. But he presses his hands against either side of Teddy's ass, striving to go deeper. He can't shift his tongue, but he'll damn well try.]

[Once the initial shock wears off, it is weird, even though it's also mind-blowingly incredible. With such a sensitive area being stimulated like this, it's hard for any self-consciousness to get through, but a little of it still does, enough for him to try to scramble his brain to something a little more coherent before speaking up.]

A-Are... you...

[Well. No one said he had to speak clearly. He's a little more focused on pressing his flushed face into the pillow and letting out the sounds he wants to get out into that.]

[...Teddy. Teddy. Are you seriously expecting Billy to talk with his mouth so preoccupied?

Billy suspects not - he knows all too well the incoherent thought trains that wander through his head when he's being pleasured. He suspects that's the real issue here.

Either way, Teddy hasn't said "hobbit" yet, so he's good to carry on. He massages his hands over the skin he can reach, and then, after a bit of groping exploration, gets his hand around Teddy's erection. He wants to see how loud and overwhelmed he can get his normally-unruffled boyfriend.]

[Just when Teddy thought it couldn't get any better, it does, and any shred of coherency in his head is just blown away. He tosses his head back with an even louder moan, back arching enough for his chest to press against the bed, hips swaying just slightly as if he isn't sure if he should thrust them forward or back. All of it is sending all kinds of wonderful sensations throughout his body like electric shocks, and he can feel it all building up towards a very satisfying release.

A release he doesn't want quite yet, not without Billy there with him, as much as his body screams that yes, he does want it. He starts to tense, and one hand smacks against the bed as if to get Billy's attention, and he again tries to get his thoughts together.]

Billy...!

[It's still no "hobbit", as he doesn't want him to think he doesn't like what he's doing. But it's a warning, just in case Billy can't tell by his reactions, that he's close to the edge again.]

[He knows those signs, all too well even with the lack of practice to consider. It's tempting to keep going, and just let Teddy peak like this; he'd love to watch it happen. Really, just knowing he'd managed to push Teddy this far doing what he's doing is a thrill he's never felt before.

But that's not how this should go, he knows. Teddy doesn't want him to just give, and give, and give. If they're going to do this, they're doing it together.

So, somewhat reluctantly, he pulls back at the last second, withdrawing his tongue at the same time as he wraps his hand around just the right spot to deny a premature release. The sensation is probably equal parts cruel and sensual, so he's hoping Teddy will forgive him.]

...So, ah... [He licks his lips, leaning over Teddy's back.] I guess that was okay?

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