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[....Heh.

Billy dwells on his victory just long enough to be an enormous tease, but not long enough to be annoying about it. Almost reluctantly he withdraws, licking his lips and using his hands to press Teddy's hips back down. It takes an unsurprising amount of his strength to do it, but he manages somehow. Though it won't matter in a minute.]

Ha... alright.

[He leans in to kiss Teddy's stomach, rubbing his thighs to try and wind him down a bit. Can't have him lose it yet.]

Hey, can you roll over? I... want to try something.

[While Teddy would rather keep facing Billy for all of this, the fact that he's wanting to try new things is enough to make Teddy want to follow everything he tells him to do. He's been shying away from actually taking action so much that hearing this sounds like a gift from god.

Still, Teddy has to take another moment to breathe hard and wind down a little further, just so that he won't lose it as soon as Billy starts doing - whatever it is he's going to do. Once he feels like he won't explode in the next minute or two, Teddy nods, then rolls over; first to his knees, where he slides his shirt off and tosses it carelessly to the side, then bending at the waist, letting out a long breath as he presses his forehead against the pillow and curls his fingers into the sheets.]

Ready when you are... [He's not sure what he should be ready for, but he trusts Billy with whatever it is.]

[Once Teddy is in position, Billy shifts closer again, pressing his hands over Teddy's back, brushing very gently against the wing feathers, then moving further down, rubbing against the curve of his backside. He's had this thought sort of... idly on and off for a while now, and it took the back-burner while they got used to one another again, to trusting and loving and depending on the one they love. He's not sure if this is the right time to do this, but the idea won't leave him alone, now.]

If... if you don't like it, or if you get uncomfortable... tell me, okay? And I'll stop. Pick a safe word or something. The last thing I want to do is kill the mood by freaking you out.

[It's an exceptionally vague warning, but he kind of wants an honest reaction out of Teddy, and that means leaving it as a surprise.]

[The touches all caused him to relax further, even the ones against his wings; it helps that it was a gentle touch more than anything else. He's smiling by the time Billy speaks, and what he says causes him to turn his head slightly, curious and intrigued.

So this is something new that Billy's going to do... Something they haven't done before. Teddy can't find it in himself to be worried about it; he's all too eager to try whatever it is Billy has in mind, and with each minute that goes by, he's more and more happy about the fact that he decided to give Billy the reins with this. Although he is a little worried about Billy staying fully clothed; is he all right back there? Does he at least need the pants off or anything...?

So Teddy turns his head forward again, hiding his smile in the pillow because, well... he is in kind of a vulnerable position here.]

Okay. I got it. So, safe word, safe word... Wanna pass the time making yourself more comfortable while I think of something?

[Because if he knows Billy, then all the reactions Teddy made and - and everything, really, has got to be making his pants unbearably tight.]

[Oh. Oh, wow. He hadn't been too serious, but- god, they really should have one, shouldn't they? That's a thing couples do?

Billy gives his mind all of three seconds to fret about it before he brushes it aside. He'd suggested it, and it'll make him feel better if Teddy has a way of instantly putting things to a halt. If he'd still been practicing magic, he'd be game to place a spell on it- that's how serious he thinks it should be. He knows his self-control will be enough, though.

Teddy's suggestion is a good distraction, as well as a reminder that yeah, pampering Teddy and seeing him like that, stretched out and naked and willing- shit. Yeah, the pants, at least, have got to come off.]

Mm... good idea. [He presses a kiss to Teddy's cheek - the other cheek - and rolls over to wriggle out of his pants.] Tell me when you're ready.

[The kiss makes his smile grow, and when he feels Billy roll away, Teddy rolls to his side to finally, finally watch him, fingers stroking along his own erection to give it some relief. God, his boyfriend is so beautiful, and he shows his admiration openly on his face as he tries to think of a word. And just as he's thinking that Billy should think of one instead, something comes to mind.]

Hobbit. How about that?

"Nasty hobbitses."

[The response is automatic and unthinking, with his (now bare) back to Teddy as he kicks his pants off the bed and out of the way. Only then does he glance back, his cheeks going a bit red as he notices Teddy gazing at him and touching himself like that. It's a hell of a good indication that he's interested in continuing this, if his word alone hadn't been enough to go by.]

I mean, uh. That works. It'll definitely derail whatever I'm doing.

Hobbit it is, then.

[And since he went a damn long time without getting to touch Billy in return, Teddy scoots forward to indulge in just that for a moment; with Billy's back to him, Teddy presses open, tender kisses against the nape of his neck, then downward, along his spine and shoulder blades, while one hand smears up and down Billy's side and occasionally moves forward to circle his navel.

He knows not to keep it up, though; this is Billy's time to be in charge, and they do need to get things moving. Teddy just had to give him some affection, love and teasing, though. Once he's satiated, Teddy moves himself away and rolls again, bent and on his knees again with his forehead resting against the pillow.]

Okay... ready.

[Well. That didn't help his self-restraint any, that's for sure. Billy can't hold back his groans - first from Teddy's touches, then from the loss of them when his boyfriend withdraws. Still, it's fuel for the fire, too- incentive to keep going, and to work his way up towards where it gets really good.

Once Teddy's back in position, Billy shifts closer once more, taking up a position behind the blond, then leans in first to kiss, then to explore with his tongue in a way he's never done before.

God, let this be an okay idea.]

[Oh dear god, what is he doing with - what is he - oh jesus -]

Bi - Oh God!

[It's definitely not a "hobbit", tensing only from surprise. And how can he not be - That is a tongue up his ass, for complete lack of elegance. He's heard of this, never thought he'd do it or be on the receiving end of it, even though the idea would flit into his head when doing heavy foreplay with Billy.

And now? Well, he would be thinking that he should do the same to Billy sometime, except he can't really think right now. That whole area is incredibly sensitive, and Billy's tongue there feels amazing, enough for Teddy to grip the sheets, arch his back and let out a louder moan than before.

This is an okay idea. This is more than an okay idea. It's a great idea.]

[Okay. Okay, that's a better reaction than he'd originally expected. And yes, this experience is admittedly the weirdest thing he's tried yet - even weirder than Teddy's Hulkling form, since that was still pretty much just normal sex - but with Teddy reacting like that, he can't ever say that it's bad. Even if he knows that thinking about it too hard would probably gross him out.

Still, it's Teddy. He keeps himself clean, always has. And this... there's a level of intimacy to it, of trust, that they haven't reached before. At least, that's how it feels to him. You really have to love someone to willingly stick your tongue up their nethers.

...Yep. Definitely weird. But he presses his hands against either side of Teddy's ass, striving to go deeper. He can't shift his tongue, but he'll damn well try.]

[Once the initial shock wears off, it is weird, even though it's also mind-blowingly incredible. With such a sensitive area being stimulated like this, it's hard for any self-consciousness to get through, but a little of it still does, enough for him to try to scramble his brain to something a little more coherent before speaking up.]

A-Are... you...

[Well. No one said he had to speak clearly. He's a little more focused on pressing his flushed face into the pillow and letting out the sounds he wants to get out into that.]

[...Teddy. Teddy. Are you seriously expecting Billy to talk with his mouth so preoccupied?

Billy suspects not - he knows all too well the incoherent thought trains that wander through his head when he's being pleasured. He suspects that's the real issue here.

Either way, Teddy hasn't said "hobbit" yet, so he's good to carry on. He massages his hands over the skin he can reach, and then, after a bit of groping exploration, gets his hand around Teddy's erection. He wants to see how loud and overwhelmed he can get his normally-unruffled boyfriend.]

[Just when Teddy thought it couldn't get any better, it does, and any shred of coherency in his head is just blown away. He tosses his head back with an even louder moan, back arching enough for his chest to press against the bed, hips swaying just slightly as if he isn't sure if he should thrust them forward or back. All of it is sending all kinds of wonderful sensations throughout his body like electric shocks, and he can feel it all building up towards a very satisfying release.

A release he doesn't want quite yet, not without Billy there with him, as much as his body screams that yes, he does want it. He starts to tense, and one hand smacks against the bed as if to get Billy's attention, and he again tries to get his thoughts together.]

Billy...!

[It's still no "hobbit", as he doesn't want him to think he doesn't like what he's doing. But it's a warning, just in case Billy can't tell by his reactions, that he's close to the edge again.]

[He knows those signs, all too well even with the lack of practice to consider. It's tempting to keep going, and just let Teddy peak like this; he'd love to watch it happen. Really, just knowing he'd managed to push Teddy this far doing what he's doing is a thrill he's never felt before.

But that's not how this should go, he knows. Teddy doesn't want him to just give, and give, and give. If they're going to do this, they're doing it together.

So, somewhat reluctantly, he pulls back at the last second, withdrawing his tongue at the same time as he wraps his hand around just the right spot to deny a premature release. The sensation is probably equal parts cruel and sensual, so he's hoping Teddy will forgive him.]

...So, ah... [He licks his lips, leaning over Teddy's back.] I guess that was okay?

[Teddy lets out a strangled moan when he's cut off like that; it's two-parts amazing and agonizing, and when the sensation fades, he presses his forehead against the pillow and breathes raggedly, willing himself to wind down now that Billy's stopped.

Then he hears Billy talk, and - nngh - ]

Oh, god, I can't believe you - That was - If - If you don't start fucking me into the mattress in the next five minutes then I might just have to quit or something because I really want you to -

[It's a bit of a hurried, desperate ramble, but. Billy kind of makes him that way when he's teased to the edge more than once.]

[...Well. That was a pretty good answer, yep.]

That just gives me the urge to wash your mouth out with soap. And considering where mine's been the last five minutes, that's saying something.

[He's glad, though. That Teddy still wants to be close like that. He'd been afraid that the idea would just make a mess of the arousal he'd been holding earlier, or gross Teddy out, or- there were lots of ways that that could've gone wrong.

But it didn't. Not even a little bit. That's saying something, isn't it?

Fun as it was, he still needs to do the real prep work before anyone fucks anyone else into any mattresses, so he scoots away to grab the lube and a condom, shuffling back to get that business over with, first. He doesn't even hesitate to press a finger in, knowing he's already kept Teddy waiting.]

Okay, five minutes. I think I can manage that...

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We should... wash both our mouths out, haa...

[That finger is just a prelude of what's to come, and Teddy wants more already, pressing himself back against Billy's hand. He's pretty sure it'll get more uncomfortable once two fingers are in, and in that case he'll likely just shift automatically, much as he'd like to make it as authentic as possible. It does, at least, make preparation faster when he's on the bottom.

It's still a little hard to think, and Teddy still shivers as he presses his torso against the bed, dying shocks of pleasure still shooting through his system. But there's one thing... Just one thing he wants to make known. He turns his head, hoping to get a look at Billy as he works to prep him.]

Billy, I want... I want to see your face when we get things started. [He likes it from behind; it feels great. But he prefers to be facing him, as it's easier to see him and touch him and kiss him and do all the things he loves to do while being pleasured. And there's a certain intimacy that comes with it that he loves, and feels is more appropriate given their circumstances right now.]

[Billy pauses at that, brows lifting slightly, though Teddy might not see it. Then he smiles, withdrawing to add more lube and another finger.]

Yeah. Yeah, I was thinking... me too. I'd like that.

[It was never his intention to go all the way without facing Teddy properly, so he's glad to hear that Teddy feels the same way. For them to be doing this after so long, with so many issues they need to work through, he couldn't handle it being so impersonal right now.

They understand each other in that way, too. It gives him more hope than ever.]

Mmmmgood. [Teddy says it as he feels the fingers slide inside again, arching his back slowly and curling his fingers into the sheets, his own smile probably hidden from Billy's view. It really is good, knowing they're on the same wavelength. Neither one is ahead or behind or thinking of this in any other way; it's a deeply intimate activity for both, and to be doing this after so long without... It'd feel wrong for it to be so impersonal.

And as he thought, it doesn't take long for his shifting to kick in and make things easier on them both, stretching to whatever size Billy's fingers are. Still, he loves the feeling, even if he'd like those fingers to be replaced by something else entirely.] Feels good, too...

[Billy leans over him, kissing his back appreciatively in response to those words. He can feel the shifting around his fingers, and he knows that means that it won't be long now.

He doesn't waste time - he knows what they'd both rather be doing - so once it feels like he's sufficiently prepped Teddy and can trust his shifting to do the rest, he withdraws, moving back and giving Teddy's side a nudge to indicate that he can roll over now. He still has more lube and his underwear to take care of, and then...]

Think we're good to go...?

[Finally, Teddy thinks as he rolls onto his back, cheeks flushed with lips parted and eyes stormy with desire. He doesn't want to waste time either, but he doesn't particularly want to rush things. He smiles, playful and excited and slightly dazed, and reaches up to stroke Billy's cheek while pawing at the bed with his other hand, holding up the condom between his fingers once he finds it.]

Ready down here. [He tears the condom open with his teeth, just to make it a bit more sensual, then holds it out for Billy.] Let's get you good to go now.

[....

God. Billy sets free a shaky exhale at the mere sight of Teddy like that, stretched out on his back with red cheeks and dark eyes. it's all he can do not to fuck him into the mattress then and there. At least... not yet, anyway. Won't be long now.

With a shudder he licks his lips and slides his underwear off and out of the way, revealing just how painfully erect he himself has gotten. He's more than ready, and he's glad he finally gets to show it to Teddy.

Wordlessly he accepts the condom, hastily rolling it on before moving in close again, positioning himself between Teddy's legs. And then, though he knows that he shouldn't, he pauses again, his body pressed up but not in, not just yet. First he looks, watching for signs of tension or reluctance, any indication that this isn't how it should be in Teddy's eyes.]

Tee... are you sure? This is how you...?

[Teddy's eyes remain on Billy's erection for a long moment, finally seeing just how aroused he'd gotten in all that time of teasing him, knowing that it'll be inside him soon enough. He watches as Billy rolls the condom on, and he bites his lip as Billy positions himself, a smile quirking up on the sides -

Only for Billy to stop. Any other time and Teddy would've groaned and assured him that it was fine, just hurry up and take him already. But right now, after all that happened? Teddy shuts his eyes and lets out a long sigh to wind himself down a little, though the smile never fades, and he lifts his hands up to hold the sides of Billy's neck, fingers stroking against the nape.]

I'm sure. Completely. I want to do this with you, Billy... I want you to take this, all of this, all of me... and I want to give it to you. I trust you... and I want you.

[If Billy's looking for any signs of lying, or tension or reluctance, he won't find any. Teddy stays relaxed, eyes showing love and desire rather than any of the things Billy might be looking for.

He wants this.]

[The sincerity, the pure, unbridled honesty of Teddy's response is breathtaking, and Billy needs a couple of seconds for it to sink in. When they pass, though, he finally, finally shifts his body forward, groaning openly as he does, to sink into that glorious wet heat he's been craving all night. That he's... that he's wanted. That Teddy wanted, too.

And for the first time in ages, he's not afraid of it.]

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