As terrible as all of that sounds, there's something incredibly freeing about knowing that he's not alone in the experience. And at the same time, he can't imagine anything worse.]
It's... scary, isn't it? The moment after... the sensation of... still being alive. I never thought something as small as not dying could be so... intense.
[When the spell hadn't worked, when he stopped thinking and started breathing, when he'd realized that he hadn't stopped?
There's nothing like that experience in the entire world. Like he'd pulled the trigger and missed- all of reality moved around him until he felt himself centered, grounded again.
Amazing. So amazing. And it's not like it fixed anything, but...
The will to live is an incredible thing, that's all.]
[Action, November 18]
As terrible as all of that sounds, there's something incredibly freeing about knowing that he's not alone in the experience. And at the same time, he can't imagine anything worse.]
It's... scary, isn't it? The moment after... the sensation of... still being alive. I never thought something as small as not dying could be so... intense.
[When the spell hadn't worked, when he stopped thinking and started breathing, when he'd realized that he hadn't stopped?
There's nothing like that experience in the entire world. Like he'd pulled the trigger and missed- all of reality moved around him until he felt himself centered, grounded again.
Amazing. So amazing. And it's not like it fixed anything, but...
The will to live is an incredible thing, that's all.]