[Billy debates fighting that, then mentally berates himself for even letting the thought come to mind. He'd be an idiot not to let Teddy help; his resistance is just another failing defense that's going to hurt him if he caves in to it. Like his silence, his sleep issues, everything that's been turned upside-down since he came back.
With a quiet groan he leans in and burrows his face against Teddy's shirt, as if the act alone - or the connection, more like - could banish all his worries.]
I'm just... so tired... but then when I close my eyes, I'm right back there...
[His voice is muffled, but just clear enough to let Teddy hear it. It takes effort not to hide it, but he knows he needs to let Teddy help.]
[Action, May 30th] i know right i hate them gosh
[Billy debates fighting that, then mentally berates himself for even letting the thought come to mind. He'd be an idiot not to let Teddy help; his resistance is just another failing defense that's going to hurt him if he caves in to it. Like his silence, his sleep issues, everything that's been turned upside-down since he came back.
With a quiet groan he leans in and burrows his face against Teddy's shirt, as if the act alone - or the connection, more like - could banish all his worries.]
I'm just... so tired... but then when I close my eyes, I'm right back there...
[His voice is muffled, but just clear enough to let Teddy hear it. It takes effort not to hide it, but he knows he needs to let Teddy help.]
And that was... just the first day...