[Teddy grins and lets out a very quiet chuckle as Billy travels downward, and his hands wind up in the other boy's hair. He can feel his pants sliding downward, and so he resists the urge to bend his knees and curl his toes into the sheets; instead, his toes do so in the air, which probably makes it hard to get the socks off.
But as his underwear is being pulled down, Teddy can feel dread curling in his stomach despite how much he tries to push it down. That's the most private part of his body, even though Billy has seen it many times now. He has to keep telling himself that Billy wants to do this, he was the one who asked in the first place, he wants to take this further, he actually wants this. If he doesn't keeping saying that, then he might just tell Billy that he doesn't have to, and that lapse of confidence might ruin this whole thing...
So he bites his lip and waits, wondering if there'll be a rejection. But the kisses do feel nice, and they help the mantra of he does want this along. Even if he's... unimpressive or whatever. It's okay. He's... wanted.]
[Action, November 22nd]
But as his underwear is being pulled down, Teddy can feel dread curling in his stomach despite how much he tries to push it down. That's the most private part of his body, even though Billy has seen it many times now. He has to keep telling himself that Billy wants to do this, he was the one who asked in the first place, he wants to take this further, he actually wants this. If he doesn't keeping saying that, then he might just tell Billy that he doesn't have to, and that lapse of confidence might ruin this whole thing...
So he bites his lip and waits, wondering if there'll be a rejection. But the kisses do feel nice, and they help the mantra of he does want this along. Even if he's... unimpressive or whatever. It's okay. He's... wanted.]