[How could Teddy forget? Billy had countered every awful thing Teddy thought about himself, cried over it, cried with him when he couldn't make himself stop like usual. He never found the paper again, so he thought they'd just left it behind at the hotel. Good riddance, if anyone asks him. He hates seeing his insecurities on display like that.
But anything else he was thinking of is brought to a screeching halt when Billy nudges his legs apart and looks at him, the question in his eyes all too obvious. He noticed, then... It's not like it was hard to do so, with how active they've been pretty much ever since they got here. And... And he's not hesitating. He's not shaking. He's asking a question, not making wild assumptions and diving way too deep with them. Teddy was so afraid that it'd be like a repeat of last time... And it looks like it won't be like that now.
It takes only a short moment to process that, and then Teddy spreads his legs a little further and strokes a hand through Billy's hair, giving his silent go-ahead, along with a little chuckle. Wow, they're really doing this? Just after they arrived? With Billy so -
Oh, wait. Right.]
Wait, wait, um - [Teddy moves both hands now, letting them rest on the back of Billy's neck.] I - Yeah. Definitely want to keep going. But maybe we should do this... under the covers or something? I still don't want to give you hypothermia for an anniversary gift.
[Action, November 22nd]
[How could Teddy forget? Billy had countered every awful thing Teddy thought about himself, cried over it, cried with him when he couldn't make himself stop like usual. He never found the paper again, so he thought they'd just left it behind at the hotel. Good riddance, if anyone asks him. He hates seeing his insecurities on display like that.
But anything else he was thinking of is brought to a screeching halt when Billy nudges his legs apart and looks at him, the question in his eyes all too obvious. He noticed, then... It's not like it was hard to do so, with how active they've been pretty much ever since they got here. And... And he's not hesitating. He's not shaking. He's asking a question, not making wild assumptions and diving way too deep with them. Teddy was so afraid that it'd be like a repeat of last time... And it looks like it won't be like that now.
It takes only a short moment to process that, and then Teddy spreads his legs a little further and strokes a hand through Billy's hair, giving his silent go-ahead, along with a little chuckle. Wow, they're really doing this? Just after they arrived? With Billy so -
Oh, wait. Right.]
Wait, wait, um - [Teddy moves both hands now, letting them rest on the back of Billy's neck.] I - Yeah. Definitely want to keep going. But maybe we should do this... under the covers or something? I still don't want to give you hypothermia for an anniversary gift.