halfnhalf: ([teddy] how did you know?)
Theodore "Teddy" Altman ([personal profile] halfnhalf) wrote in [personal profile] selfhelp 2013-10-31 06:11 am (UTC)

[Action, October 26th]

[... Why?

After everything, after Billy said that it'd be better if Teddy were gone, tried to kill him, said that things were perfect until he came along... why?

He just can't get his mind around it, and even as Billy looks into his eyes, Teddy's gaze doesn't waver, like he's looking right through him instead of at him. He pulls hand away from Billy's chest briefly to wrap his arm around his stomach, his thoughts flying through his head now that everything in his body is sped up.

he's just reassuring you, he's just calming you down the best way he knows how, but he wouldn't lie about this, and he's smiling, because he knows you'll believe him, he's not like that, how do you know, I know, you don't, I do, no you idiot, he's the one who wanted you gone, he's the one who replaced you, he's the one you can't satisfy, no, what if I'm wrong about all of this, what if it's all just someone making him talk, what if, what if

you can't say any of this

not while he's still got that thing in his head, not now

you can't

you're not enough
]


With... me? But I... I'm not...

[I'm not

I'll never be
]

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