[Yes I am, he wants to argue. I'm already bad, look what I did to everyone, to you, look what I'm still doing now-
But it's Teddy. He shouldn't expect that of Teddy. Teddy always protected him. Teddy would fight to save his life if he had to. The wound on his leg had proved it last time.]
Maybe- then-
[If Teddy couldn't do it, there were always others. Loki had promised before. And- his gaze drifts to his shoulder, realization dawning. He'd been shot. Someone had actually shot him. It hadn't been fatal, but- he could've bled out, right? If he hadn't stopped? So it was possible.
Something clicks in his mind, and suddenly, unexpectedly, he laughs, though the sound is choked and without humour. It's so perfect. He'd never really understood it until now, how it could feel, how it could be such a perfect and easy solution.]
Just- put a bullet to me- bullet in the brainpan, squish-
[Action, October 15th]
But it's Teddy. He shouldn't expect that of Teddy. Teddy always protected him. Teddy would fight to save his life if he had to. The wound on his leg had proved it last time.]
Maybe- then-
[If Teddy couldn't do it, there were always others. Loki had promised before. And- his gaze drifts to his shoulder, realization dawning. He'd been shot. Someone had actually shot him. It hadn't been fatal, but- he could've bled out, right? If he hadn't stopped? So it was possible.
Something clicks in his mind, and suddenly, unexpectedly, he laughs, though the sound is choked and without humour. It's so perfect. He'd never really understood it until now, how it could feel, how it could be such a perfect and easy solution.]
Just- put a bullet to me- bullet in the brainpan, squish-