halfnhalf: ([teddy] is any of this for real?)
Theodore "Teddy" Altman ([personal profile] halfnhalf) wrote in [personal profile] selfhelp 2013-10-17 05:40 am (UTC)

[Action, October 15th]

No, Billy...

[Teddy's voice softens, and he relaxes slightly. Despite all that he's confused and unsure about, despite how much a little voice in his head tells him he's not good enough, he's never good enough, he will never be good enough for Billy to want to be with, not now and certainly not forever like he hoped... Billy has still helped him more than he can say. Though he has to say it now.]

The only time you've ever done things like that was when you had something in your head. Outside of it? Billy... You've done so many good things for me. You gave me something to fight for. You treated me like no one else did. You treated me like a person, not some... accessory to make someone look good. You saw who I was underneath all the changing I've done and you... you thought I was - good, no matter what I thought. You're the reason why I asked to get field medicine training; if it weren't for you, I never would've done it. I'd be too... scared of myself.

You've done so many things for me... You've given me so much. You're my family. That person past whatever's got you is the one I fell in love with... and am still in love with today.

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